Fate ; gd

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"[nickname] are you okay?" Min Hae asks as she gives me more toilet paper.

Sobbing into the piled toilet paper, I shake my head. "I saw GD and he probably thinks I moved on because I was with Zachary." I blew into the toilet paper, "what does that even mean?!" I talked to both Min Hae who was beside me and Katelynn, who had me on speaker so Marilyn could listen too, on the phone.

"What we're the texts?" Katelynn asks, worry in her voice.

"Okay so obviously the last time I texted him was a few months ago and we haven't spoken since. And he texts me saying, 'hey! I'm back in Korea want to catch up?' And he just keeps texting me!" I sobbed louder into the phone.

"[f/n] calm down, clean yourself up and come back here. We'll talk about it face to face." Katelynn told me, "yeah! We have to figure this out." Marilyn pitched in.

I nod and gave them a hum as I said bye to them, hanging up afterwards. Min Hae remained looking at me. "It's okay [nickname]. I understand. My brother wasn't enough to be your prince, but it's okay. I would choose GD too." She smiles and looks up at me.

Hearing those words come out of her mouth made my heart ache. I didn't want her to think I could leave Zachary so easily, but I never felt a spark like he did. I was never in love with Zachary as much as he was with me.

I loved Jiyong and I was a fool to try to move on by using someone who I felt no affection for.

"Thank you." I said as I got out of Zachary's car with a towel wrapped around me. As I was about to walk off I stopped and turned around to face him, "we need to talk. Later though okay?" I ask giving him a shy smile.

He nods and replies with a simple sure. I say thank you as I wave bye to Min Hae, running to the dorm.

"I cannot believe he sent you this. No wonder he wouldn't look at you after he saw you and Zachary getting all lovey dovey." Marilyn had said as she scrolled through his texts.

Katelynn, slapping her arm, took the phone and read it, "you really didn't notice he sent these until after you saw him there?"

"Yeah!" I say throwing a tear to the floor, now comfortable in my dry clothing. "I feel like a total jerk! I can't believe I did this to him."

"Don't feel too bad we just have to make it up to him." Katelynn comes up with a matter of seconds.

"How? He won't answer my calls or texts. He won't even read them! And after all my hard work of trying to be a video producer, may have gone all to waste!" I had decided to strive even more for my major to try and be a great video producer so I could possibly produce and direct one of BigBang's music videos so I could see them or him in action.

"I got this." Marilyn winks at me as she takes out her phone and starts to furiously type onto the screen.

"Since we're trying to figure out the GD part now you have to dump Zachary." Katelynn says as she gives me my phone, signaling me what to do next.

"N-no I can't! What if Jiyong doesn't believe me and won't give me another chance? I would have broken up with Zachary over nothing!" I say as I hug my knees.

"Listen to yourself. You're relying on someone to support you. You don't need Zachary, to you he's a rebound. To him you're his world, you let him down now when it won't make such a huge ruckus or you dump him later making things worse. You want him for his love, the love you want Jiyong to express to you yet you're not returning anything to Zachary." Katelynn confesses to me as she holds one of my hands.

I lightly nod and call for him to come over, I always believed doing things in person will settle down faster than on a screen so that's why I was doing this. To satisfy all three of us.

"[f/n]! Jiyong-" Marilyn comes too me only to be shushed and dragged into a room by Katelynn. Alone, I was sitting in the living room thinking on how to process all of this, only to be startled by a knock on the door.

"Hey." I greet, trying to give him a smile as I open the door.

"Are you okay? Did anything happen?" Zachary bombards me with questions after he closed the door behind him and as his hands are placed on my cheeks, inspecting me carefully as he looks into my eyes, searching for any sign of reassurement.

"Zachary.." I start as I place my hands on top of his putting them down, feeling another tear make its way down to my cheek and onto the floor.

"I need to talk to you."