To Have & To Hold (Completed/ Published in Dreame app)

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Matapos kong magbasa at sumagot ng email sa laptop ko ay nag-unat unat muna ako ng mga braso at kamay. Mga tatlong oras ko din tinapos ang trabaho. Kapag nandito na kasi ako sa opisina ay tuloy-tuloy ako magtrabaho. Tinatapos ko ang lahat ng mga kailangan pirmahan na papeles at cheke, at sumasagot ng email. Hindi ko tuloy namalayan ang oras.

Napatingin ako sa orasan ng laptop, at nalaman na 12:00 AM na pala. Agad kong naalala si Katniss na kasabay kong uuwi sa aking bahay. I wanted to hit myself for forgetting that she hasn't eaten yet.

At the thought that we were going home together made me feel pleasantly in the mood. Agad akong nag-shut down ng laptop at inilagay ito sa bag. Mabilis akong tumayo sa aking swivel chair at saka isinukbit sa aking balikat ang laptop. Mabilis din akong lumabas ng kuwarto at pinatay ang ilaw nang makita ko si Katniss na nagtatrabaho pa rin. I immediately found her as an industrious employee. No wonder Percival and Gerard overlooked their suspicion towards the highly efficient, straightlaced, gorgeous and innocent looking woman. Who would have thought she was an accomplice in the plot for vengeance against Gerard and Shayla. Mabuti na lang at hindi nila sinaktan si Shayla, kung hindi ay pati ako ay makakaaway nila. It was just a good thing Kuting redeemed herself and stopped working for the malevolent Angela, kahit pa alam niya na ang kapalit ng pagsuway niya kay Angela ay ang paghigantihan din siya nito.

Kahit na ayokong makisawsaw sa gulo nila ni Gerard kay Angela, mabuti na rin iyon na narito si Katniss sa akin dahil kaya ko siyang protektahan. Ang hindi ko lang maipapangako ay kung kaya ko siyang protektahan sa sarili ko.

By god, just looking at her long, soft, and slender legs, exposed under her mini-skirt while she was sitted on her swivel chair, was giving me a boner. Matapos kong makita ang kabuuan niya na natabunan lamang ng manipis na lace undergarments sa Palawan, I couldn't get the rousing picture out of my head. I am no saint!

I knew I had to go home and give myself the pleasure of a handjob, if I could control not to throw her on the table and ravish her like a mad man. I frowned at myself and grunted as I felt myself getting a boner again.

Tahimik akong naglakad palapit sa kanya. She was facing the screen monitor of her desktop, but she was already halfway from falling asleep. Dahan dahan ay tumabi ako sa kanya at inilapit ang aking mukha sa kanyang tenga. I smelled floral and vanilla sent on her and I how much I wanted to nuzzle my face on her neck. Napapikit ako. Kaunti na lang ay natutukso na nga akong gawin ang nai-imagine ko. I mustered the strength to control myself, but it seemed liked it drained my energy, and I felt the exhaustion of the day.

"Kuting," I softly said.

Nagulat si Katniss at mabilis na lumingon sa aking direksyon kaya nagkatama ang aming mga labi. The touch of her lips on mine sent a galvanizing feeling once again, just like when we kissed the first time at the bar in Palawan. Hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit may naramdaman akong saya. I felt like a school boy na hinalikan ng aking crush. I had to do a quick check on my emotion because I was actually close to pulling her from her swivel chair as I craved to kiss her.

Really Utt? That's all you want to do to this beautiful woman? I grunted. Damnit! I wanted to touch and kiss every inch of her senselessly.

Napasinghap siya at napaatras papalayo sa akin. Kusa na rin akong lumayo sa kanya bago ko pa hindi mapigilan ang sarili ko.

"Sorry, that was not intentional, Sir Utt." She said as her cheeks flushed red.

Ipinagkibit balikat ko ang awkwardness na naramdaman namin, at nag-aya na lamang. Alam kong pareho kaming pagod sa trabaho, at gusto ko na rin naman magpahinga.