Secrets

Feeling Nasty On The Inside

Training starts today! This will be fun! Connor on the other hands has been looking like the worlds going to end because of the game. It's kinda funny actually. I'm so mean!

I was outside at 5 in the morning with everyone else looking tried and slow. This is going to be fun but extremely hard. Everyone was in wolf form.

'Ok! I will teach the Alpha and Beta then after they learn we will teach the rest of the pack. For the rest of the pack go for a run!'

Everyone took off except Connor and surprisingly Owen was the beta. I circled them. Connor's back legs were strong looking he will be best at sneak attacks. Owen's front legs were stronger than his back so he will be attacking straight on.

'Connor you speciality will be sneak attacks. Owen you will attack straight on."

'Ok Connor come at me!'

'What!?'

'Just fight me! Or I will break up with you!' That got his attention.

'Now fight me!' We circled each other. He tried jumping me but I dodged.

'Always be quick on your feet and wait till they throw the first punch then you attack.'

'Owen your turn!' He came up to me.

'Remember you will be throwing the first punch since your front legs are stronger. Stay quick on your feet!'

I got up on my back legs he follow. He towers over me but I can take him. He tackled me making me fall on my back. We wrestled for like 10 mins but in the end I was on top of him.

'You gotten a lot stronger I guess the first time you lost was kinda embarrassing.' He growled.

I thought them some other moves after they got pretty good. The rest of the pack joined us. 3 lines.

1. Sneaking~ Connor

2. Straight on~ Owen

3. Both~ Me

It was about 5 in the afternoon when we decided it was a good stoping point for today. We were going to train every Tuesday Wednesday and Thursday. So the other 4 days were for resting and other duties.

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I hopping in the warm shower I was freezing. I sleep in Rose's room but I take showers in Connor's room. I heard the bathroom door open. I could see a shadow so I'm guessing it Connor.

"Connor get out!" No answer.

"Connor I mean it!" I turned off the shower wrapping a towel around me. I opened the shower door.

I looked around the bathroom. Nothing? He must of left what a dork! I felt a chunk of my hair being pulled down making me scream out in pain. A person appeared all dressed in black. He hovered over me ripping the towel off. I tried covering myself but a hand slapped me across my face.

I screamed but he covered my mouth. Tears fell down and my face was burning from the slap. The person took off his pants. No no! Please no!

"Please please no!" I begged. He slapped me again. My face throbbed.

He pushed me to the floor spreading my legs open I kicked and struggled. He shoved himself in me I screamed in pain! He slapped me again tears steamed down. I wanted it to go away. I wanted Connor. I heard a knock on the door.

"Baby you ok in there?" Connor!

"Connor-" He slapped me once more making me scream out in pain.

"Open the door!" He tried opening it.

"Skylar now!" I wish I could Connor. The guy on the other hand was putting his pants on and jumping out the window.

The door opened and Connor came in. I started to cry even more. He picked me up putting some of his shorts and his shirt on me. He laid me on the bed stroking my red and bruised face.

"What happen love?" I started to cry even more. M-my virginity was stolen.

"H-he...." When I said he Connor was angry.

"Who! Tell me Skylar!" He demanded.

"He raped me Connor!" I started balling. Connor looked like he only saw red.

"Stay here Rose is going to stay with you!" He slammed the door and Rose came in with a sorry face.

She sat on the bed with me saying it will be okay, Connor will catch him, it will go all away. I let darkness take over.

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{A/N~ This would be the time I would end the Chapter but I said I'm going to make an extra long chapter! :) }

I woke up and Connor wasn't anywhere in sight but Rose was next to me sleeping. I went into the bathroom I locked the window but I'm leaving the door unlocked

1. Because it can't lock anymore since its broken.

2. If it did lock I have a feeling Connor will go A-wall and chop the door down.

I looked In the mirror I saw my black hair all tangled and choppy looking. My blue eyes looking more like grey today. My face was all bruised and swallow. Cold tears ran down my face. I-I need to take a shower I feel all nasty. I scrubbed my body over and over but no matter how hard I scrub on the outside I still feel nasty on the inside.

The water turned cold like an hour ago but I didn't care I wanted the feeling to go away! I hopped out searching every inch of the bathroom. Checking to make sure the window was still locked. I remember my mom saying my mind was powerful because I could forget anything I wanted but I have a feeling I'm not going to be able to forget this.

I opened the door to see Connor and another person standing there. Connor hugged me stroking my hair.

"This is the pack doctor I need to make sure you are ok?" He said pulling away and I nodded.

"Ok Skylar I just need to run a few tests is that ok?" I nodded my head once more. After 30 mins of running tests.

"I'm sorry to say but your virginity was taken away but other than that you are fine." Tears ran down my face is that like the tenth time crying to day.

Connor thanked the doctor and cradled me into his chest.

"So the game is on hold right?" He said holding me. I chuckled.

"Yes." He leaned down and kissed my forehead.

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It's been 2 days since the rape. I stumbled into the bed room. I feel like cra- I ran in to the bathroom throwing up my lunch. Connor came in holding my hair back. Connor hasn't left my side and for that I'm glad. He laid me down on the bed. He brought the trash can next to me before I could throw up on the floor.

"Do you think I'm pregnant?" I hope not I don't want that monster's baby. I mean I would care for it like mine but it would have a part of that monster in the baby. Connor and I haven't even talked about pups yet. Heck he hasn't even asked me to become his Luna so who knows!

"It's could be possible." He tried to act calm but his voice cracked.

"I'm going to get the pack doctor stay here love. Rose will be in here with you." He left and I fell asleep.

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I woke up and the doctor and Connor were talking. Then they turned their attention to me.

"Ok we will run some tests." He turned to me and I nodded. 15 mins later.

"Connor and Skylar I would like to say that......."

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Major cliffhanger!!!

Is this long enough I hope so!

Do you think she is prego! Who knows *wink wink*

Who was the rapist?

Stay tuned!

<3 ~Z