Im Fine

All i want

Why am I so unlovable? I mean I'm not super pretty or super skinny or anything but my heart is the size of Mount Rushmore. I put everything I have into a relationship, I go full force. I just want someone who will treat me right where we can act like best friends, fight like brother and sister and love each other like girl friend and boy friend. I'm not the smartest person and I'm not the nicest person when you piss me off but for god sakes why is it so hard for someone to love me? I just want a cute sweet nice romantic guy to cuddle with at Night not having sex just cuddle and some one to pick me up when we hug so I can wrap my legs around his hips and kiss him. I'm a weird person who wants someone to be weird with that all...