Im Fine

Ready to leave

I don't wanna do this anymore I try so fucking hard  but it's never good enough I hate the fact that I try and try to make him happy that's all I want when I actually do make him happy it's always short-lived I feel like I'm not the rite person to make him happy or to be with him maybe he'll find someone better then be one day maybe I'm just not the one for him like I thought he was but I always fail I hate this feeling the feeling of uselessness that my effects go unnoticed I'm not good enough for anything or anyone I'm worthless I don't belong on this earth im a waste of space and I should termanaited but oh well I'm stuck on this earth to suffer and make people's life worse God I hate myself so fuckin much I cry almost every night cause I don't wanna be here I'm tired of crying myself to sleep I feel like I'm living a lie I feel like I wanna be set free from this hellhole I never get a chance to express my feelings I always get cut off, I feel like I can't talk to that person about my problems, they don't let me finish, or they say I'm over reacting or to get over it