Im Fine

Toxic relationship (part 2)

He controlled so much of my life while I was there. What I wear, what I eat, when I could go out, what time I had to be home, when I had to wake up. I ALWAYS had to put his feelings before mine. because if I didn't it would be a problem I always had to walk on eggshells so I wouldn't cause problems I had to watch what I say and who I talk to/ about. He had control over everything I did

I ended up leaving about 4 or 5 months ago....

I still don't know home to feel I'm still "programmed" like I got so use to being around him idk what to do with myself. When I left I just got a job so I worked a lot to get my mind off of him. Then he started sending threats to my family. We got the cops involved but he ended up stopping the threats. At least that's what I thought. He ended up standing outside of my house threatening to shoot it up

I risked a lot to be with him my prom, my friends, my family, my sanity a lot I lost the girl I loved even tho we were drifting apart anyway but still anyways