Im Fine

break up

When you do everything right in yall relationship just to make her happy take her out love her with ur hart and soul and keep loving her more then everything in the world to the point where just being there being by her side makes anyday a good day she was ur Queen and u was her King and the world was yall kingdom at hart. But ur love for her keeps growing ever since the new year's night when u/the man goes to her house talk and chill and u made a noble choice to kiss her witch started yall relationship that kept it going for nine mouths strong so u think it a good idea to start planing for yall yearly anniversary and surprise her with the one thing every girl has been waiting for ? A ring on the day of yall year u was going to get down on one knee and tell her how u feel and ask her to be ur girlfriend until she becomes ur wife. But then things started to change with her she started to act really different and distance from u stop have full conversations and giving u the love u gave her the love u deserve to have so yall talked about it bc u don't want to lose her over something so little but then again so big so yall talking and ur saying how u feel and all ur getting is ok wtf u mean ok u don't have nothing to say but she said she'll try to do better ok i accept that but then the very next day u do the same shit so we talk again and again but itd not going anywhere and something is telling me that something is going on but im going to ignore it bc i don't want it to cloud my judgment and think the negative so ig i have to love harder bc maybe she jusr needs to know im here for her still. Nope that wasnt it so noe everything is on ur mind you can't sleep nothing u just become not u but ur still sticking ur neck out to try to fix something that isn't broken or there anymore in her eyes but u dont know that ur still trying and then she text u that its over and that she has hurt u enough and ur whole world just crashed and burned to the grown and u just sitting here with ur friend but u can't show weakness so u just put ur mask on but the mask only works for so long before it starts to chip away and everyone can see what u really look like so u go day after day sad and gloomy trying to hold whats left of care u have but on eye to eye connection u will fall apart and blow up and have to leave once again so u try stay away from her bc u know what can happen so everyday when she comes in to lunch and chill with yall friends u leave and u just have this sad dead look bc ur so hurt in the inside that if you bring it out or start to talk about it you'll brake down but then the bros see and like come on we out and u go and they start to bring u up back to who u was and ur back to normal ig then the next day yall see eye to eye and shes just on her phone as usual just got her lunch but she standing two tables away and ur "happy" but she has a sad look on her face and its taking every will power to not go up to her and give her ur chair and ask her what is wrong and try to make everything ok again until she just throws out her lunch and leaves in a hurry and u still almost got up and ran after her but that's not ur place no more