Verbal abuse is not easy to get over idk how to go about writing this part but here it goes
As I said in the last chapter he had control over everything even my social media accounts he would text people from my account and talk to them ask for nudes and what ever else he wanted
He would ask people for threesomes it was girl that was close to my heart let's call her k-star he made me ask her I really wish she would've said no I really do. Anyway we did it 3 times with her I wish she would've said no every time. This is when her and is relationship started to fall apart and I started to get these negative feelings for her. I was jealous of her I'm not gonna lie I thought he started to like her more then me and at the time I "had feelings for him"I started to mistreat her my jealous started to turn into hate I didn't really want to hate her but I did. I wasn't allowed to talk about my feeling cause he said "our relationship is our business no one else's"
The girl k-star told me about where she worked and that they were hiring so his aunt gee took me down there and I got the job. Her telling me about the job gave me hope that I could finally leave that place and I appreciate her for that.I talked to his aunt about everything but we could only talk in person she told me about what he was doin. She said "you have a choice to make leave or stay and deal with him". I chose to leave she gave me the push I needed
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PoetryJust putting how I feel in a book. Even though I doubt anyone will read it