i feel like she shouldn't love me anymore after what happened and im surprised im saying this but it kida feels like his love is killing me in some way i feel as though i don't deserve it he should be mad at me he should be pissed at me i wasn't loyle to hiMas he was to me HOW COULD HE EVEN WANT TO CALL ME HIS WIFEhis love is killing mein a way why cant he be mad at me damn it i want him to be mad upset something but no it seems like he just loved me more and i domt know why i dont want this i feel like i should be punished or hit or yelled at or something im not use to doing something wrong and nothing happens to me i actually want to get hit or yelled at something god damn it what the hell is wrong with me I WANT HIM TO BE MAD WITH ME
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PoetryJust putting how I feel in a book. Even though I doubt anyone will read it
