sapriculous

Rolling girl

I don't have words to describe this pain.

Every desperate feeling instensified by shame.

I don't want pity, I don't need help.

I try to change, but in the end I'll always hate myself.

Would this world be better without me?

I'm biased so I just don't know.

Isn't there any truth that can set me free?

Isn't there anything that will stop me from falling to the helish world below?

In the end I'm just a waste of space.

I'm not even a pretty face.

I try so hard but in the end I'm useless.

Should I just get used to this?

The more I try to help the more I just hurt more.

I'm slowly dying, becoming the very thing that I abhor.

Please just someone end all this?

Someone reach out and make me change.

Don't worry, I won't give up, I'm too frightened.

I'll just roll on and swallow my shame until the end.