sapriculous

Dekinai ko

I would've given up by now and died,
If it wouldn't hurt the ones left behind.

Why it hurts anyone is hard to tell.
Because all I ever do is hate myself.

I'm a burden if I die, and a burden left alive.
I am cursed to be a burden all my life.

I want to find an empty dark place to dream the days away.
But my dreams are worthless and so I have to stay.

I've charmed so many with a false side of me.
In the end I'm broken, and I'm never breaking free.

I cannot please myself,
and I'm the one person I wanted to please.
I should be replaced by someone else.
Because my life is wasted, and my hands are too weak for my dreams to seize.