sapriculous

Running out of hope

What if the one you need is nowhere to be found?

How am I meant to turn this all around?

I'm crying my eyes out but you're not there.

There really is no way for my true feelings to share.

What the hell am I supposed to do?

How the hell can I live without you?

I need to be held tightly in your strong arms.

I need to know that I'll get through my life unharmed.

I need to scream and I need to cry.

I need to find a way to say goodbye.

But instead here I am barely coping.

Yes it's just me alone, writing, drawing, dreaming, crying, hoping.

I need you but you don't exist.

So somehow I'll have to be okay with this.

Even though I feel like I really need you in my life,

I'll stand up tall and face the world with all my might.