Midnight //Twilight//

//Fifteen//

•Abigail•

I grab out a bowl and some cereal. Pouring the cereal and milk in, I take my bowl of cereal to the lounge room. I sit criss-crossed on the lounge and begin to eat my cereal while watching some sort of comedy show. It's been quiet, too quiet. James hasn't shown his face in days, it's only making me more nervous and on edge. To make matters worse I'm on my own most of the time., Charlie's at the station and Bella's always with Edward. Grace, Sophia and Panda have dropped by a few times to see me.

I feel like a slob. I haven't changed out of my pyjamas in over a week. I figured I had no one to please, no one to see so why not stay in my pyjamas all day?

"That's it," Charlie said, turning the tv off.

"Hey, I was watching that!" I said.

"I don't care, you need to get out Abby. You haven't been outside in almost two weeks," he said.

"So?" I said.

"So it's not good for you. Go hang out with your friends or go for a walk and read a book. Just do something productive," he said.

"Fine..." I mumbled.

"Thank you, now I'm heading down to the station, there's been more phone calls about animal attacks," he said.

"Ok," I said.

He sighed before walking out the door. I made sure he was gone before I turned the tv back on. I wasn't really gonna go outside. There's no reason to. I felt bad for lying to Charlie but what can I do? I'm actually terrified of everything.

After an hour of lying on the lounge, eating junk food and drinking soft drink, I hear a knock on the door. I groaned and slowly got up and slurred my way to the door and opened it. "What?!" I said, when I looked up I saw Jacob standing there with a small smirk on his face.

"Charlie was right" he shook his head.

"What?" I frowned.

"He knew you wouldn't leave the house, he isn't stupid" he said.

"And why are you here?" I raised an eyebrow and crossed my arms.

"Charlie sent me to keep you company... Or was it to take you out? One of them" he shrugged.

"I don't need company, I'm fine by myself." I said.

"Too bad I'm coming in" he pushed his way passed me and to the lounge.

"Uhh..?" I said.

"So whatcha watching?" He jumped on the lounge.

"Something.. Comedy... I don't know" I sat down on the other side of the lounge.

A laugh came from his mouth. I looked at him confused until he spoke.

"Nice pyjamas pants." he continued to laugh. I looked down at my blue pyjamas pants with little ducks imprinted on them.

"What's wrong with ducks?" I asked.

"Nothing, nothing it's... Cute" he said once he finished laughing.

I rolled my eyes. Jacob calling me cute was almost an insult. 1 because I am definitely not cute at this moment and 2 we don't really like each other. If it weren't for Charlie Jacob wouldn't even be here.

"I'm grabbing some ice cream want some?" I asked.

"Sure," he said.

"Ok well it's in the freezer," I said as I grabbed out a little tub of chocolate ice cream for myself.

"Wow..." he scoffed and got up from the lounge to get himself some ice cream.

Eating the ice-cream while watching some comedy crap, which wasn't even funny. Looking over to Jacob he was laughing, I didn't even realise I was staring until he looked at me. "Am I that beautiful?" He raised an eyebrow.

"Wha- what!? No! Why would you think that?" I scoffed and looked back at the TV.

"Oh yeah? Well ten why were you looking?" He smirked.

"I wasn't staring at you, there was a.... F-Fly on your face" I said, my cheeks turning a dull pink.

"You're blushing!!" He pointed at my cheeks.

"No I'm not!" I quickly covered my cheeks.

"Uh huh sure...." He smirked.

"Whatever," I scoffed.

Things were actually going pretty well. I don't think we've ever held a conversation this long without it being awkward or being ruined. Maybe there is hope of us being friends.

"So, do you know when Bella will be home?" He asked. I spoke to soon...

Is this guy for real? We finally get along and he has to go and bring Bella into it. What is it with Bella?! I will never understand what Bella has that I don't. We're pretty much the same only I like reading books and I'm more shy.

I scoffed and shook my head.

"Now," I said, as she walked through the door. I got up and jogged upstairs with my tub of ice cream.

Stupid Jacob! Stupid Edward! Stupid Bella! Stupid everyone! Maybe I should just stay in my room for the rest of my life. Or maybe I'm being too jealous? I don't know.

What is it with Bella?! Everyone is in love with Bella, what does she have that I don't. Is it because she's skinny and I'm not?! Is it because she's pretty and I'm not?! I'm sick and tired of being the one who's left out, never invited to parties, sleepovers, I'm done! I try so hard... And it doesn't get me anywhere, I'm still the one who gets ignored.

"Hey are you alright?" Bella sat on the edge of her bed.

"Oh yeah, just great!" I stood up and made my way to the door. When I walked passed Bella she grabbed my arm.

"What's wrong?" She asked again.

I yanked my arm from her grip and walked off, I grabbed my coat from the coat hanger and put it on, I put on my uggies and walked out. I needed to clear my mind, get some fresh air. I couldn't be near her...

I walked downstairs, passed Jacob and out the front door. I snuggled into my coat as the cool air hit my body. I didn't even care that I was still in my pyjamas I just needed to get out. I may have overreacted, I'm just so done! With being ignored and left out. I walked down to a nearby park and sat on a swing. It was quite relaxing actually.

It gave me time to think, really think. It was peaceful.

After about 30 minutes of sitting, I heard footsteps coming towards me. I gasped and stood up, I looked up and saw a women. The women, who looked nearly exactly like me, looked at me with her big hazel eyes. The same woman, the wolf.... "Who are you" I stood up with confidence.

"You're so grown up..." She whispered.

"Who are you?" I repeated myself.

"There is so much for you to learn" she said.

"To learn? What do you mean?" I frowned.

"I have to go... Please, you must know that you are special. Don't trust the vampires... Don't" and just like that she ran off, transforming into a giant black wolf. I stood there, confused as her words sunk in.

"Special?" I questioned myself.

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A/N

Heyo! How are you enjoying the book so far? Personally I'm loving it! I just hope you are too! So what'd you think about the cute #Jabby Moment? Yes that's the shipname I've come up with for them! Don't judge!

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