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I woke up in my bed with a wet towel on my forehead. No one was in the room at the moment. I shove my sheets off of me because it was hot as hell in here.

I walked out of my room and stumbled down stairs. I shuffled into the kitchen and got a glass of water. I found some pills and took them. My stomach started hurting again, so I sat down at the table. I rested my head so the table and silently cried. I guess it wasn't that silent because Sodapop walked in. "Hey baby girl, what's wrong?" he asked sitting next to me. "My tummy and head." I whimpered. "Do you know why?" he said rubbing my back. "No." I cried.

"Well there is need to fear, for Sodapop is here." He said flashing is moviestar smile. I pulled him into a hug. He smelt like car oil and sweet cologne.

I cried some more because it feels like someone is stabbing me. And yes, I know what that feels like. I stood up to get more water but I dropped the glass again. "You can only use plastic cups now." Pony said cleaning up the mess. I looked at Soda who was looking down at me. I raised my arms and put on my pouty face. He sighed. Success! He picked me up and nestled my into the nape of his neck.

"Soodaapop?" I asked sweetly. "Yeeeaahh." He said mocking me. "Where is Johnny?" "He went to the store with Cory." "When will they be back?" "I don't know baby girl." Soda walks to the couch. He sits down holding me like a baby. "Soda promise me you will never let go." I mumble becoming sleepy. "I promise."

30 minutes later

"Baby girl wake up. Johnny's here." I opened my eyes when I heard Johnny was here. "Where is he?" I say groggily. "I'm right here." I felt someone touch my back. I turned around and saw my boy. I reached for him like a baby. He pulled me close to him. I breathed in his sent. "Have you been smoking recently?" I asked. "Yeah, like two days ago." he said in a weird tone. "Well I can still smell it on you." "But I took a shower everyday this week." he said. "Well maybe next time I can help you." He coughed. I looked up and his face was flushed. Hehehe.
I cuddled with him until the pain came back even worst than before. I screamed this time, several times. Johnny picked me up and ran me upstairs.
"Cory do what ever you need to do. I can't bear to see her in so much pain." he said. He came over to me. He kissed my forehead and said,"I love you." He left the room to let Cory do what she had to do.
"Hey Jordan, I need you to eat this real quick." she said handing me a weird green food. I ate it and immediately threw up.
"What was that?" I said after wiping my mouth.
"Something to stop the pain. Now I need you too lay on your stomach." I laid on the cold tile floor, which felt good considering the state I'm in. 
She lifted my shirt. She started to massage my back with felt good. When she got lower, it felt good like she was untying a knot in my back. I moaned in relief. She flipped me over and looked at my stomach. She felt around it and stuff.
She gave me more of the green herb. I threw up some more. I took a 15 minute shower. When I got out, I put on a spots bra and running shorts.(a/n I could really careless if they existed back then are not so save your fingers from cramping and keep your mouth shut thanks babes oxox) I walked to the mirror and took off my mascara, which was bothering me for some odd reason.  I looked at my self, well I look and feel like shit. yay.
I untangle my curly blonde hair and slash some water on my face. Some got in my nose. great. AAH-CHOOO! My life sucks. AAH-CHOO!
I walk out still sneezing. AAH-CHOO! I plop down stairs and into the kitchen. AAH-CHOO!
"What the hell? Why can't I stop sneezing?" AHH-CHOO! "UUUHHHHHHH!" I stomped out the door and onto the porch. I walk into the front yard. I laid down and just look at the stars.
What has my life come to? One: I used to flirt with every single boy two: I'm no longer a virgin three:I have a boyfriend four:I've made a friend that's not a boy five: I almost killed myself six: I almost killed someone................... " Jordan.." I looked over it was Johnny. I motioned him to come a lay down next to me.
He came and pulled me closer to him.  "Hey slick chick." I giggled. "Hey Shy Guy."  He blushed. "And for you information I'm no slick chick. Have you seen this tummy? It looks like its swelling up." "Yes I have seen your stomach. And so what if you gain some pounds. That's not stopping me from loving you." he said kissing my cheek.
"I love you." I say to him. "I love you more." he says. "But I love you most." I said kissing his nose.
"Ew. I can't even smoke without wanting to throw up." Dallas said stomping out his cigarette.
"Hey Dallas why don't you march your ass in there and tell Cory how you feel about her." I said cuddling with Johnny.
Dallas cocked and eyebrow and I saw faint blush on his cheeks.
"Come on man it's obvious you like her." Johnny said playing with my hair.
"Alright if I do this you guys better stop being so....couple-ly. It's weird." he said walking into the house.
"I'm not making any promises!" Johnny yelled. I giggled, then I felt nauseous. I think Johnny noticed because he rushed me to the bathroom.
I just kept on throwing up. Johnny massaged my back and held my hair back. 
"Why is this happening?" I cried resting my head on my arms.
"I don't know but if we could trade places, I would take your place in a heartbeat." he said behind me.
I start breaking down. "God your so damn perfect." He just laughs. "Princess, I'm anything but perfect." 
"Yeah right."
"Okay what ever you say Princess."
"I think I'm done." I went to the sink and brushed my teeth.
"Wha tim ish eh?"
"What?"
I spit and rinsed out my mouth. "I said we should do the deed."
"Are you for real?" Johnny said, he looked like a kid in a candy shop.
" No dumbass, what time is it?" 
"It's like 11:30 pm and I'm not a dumbass." he pouted.
"Okay Prince Charming." I lay on the bed and get ready to sleep. I feel the bed dip behind me. I turn around and snuggle with my love. Soon I fall asleep.
2 o'clock in the morning
I jump out of the bed and throw up. I say there for a good fifteen minutes throwing up. I'm glad Johnny didn't wake up. He's been so worried about me he hasn't had time to do anything else. I wash my mouth out with mouth wash and go down stairs.
Cory and Dallas are cuddling on the couch asleep. I grab a pencil and paper and draw everything I see. BLACKMAIL IS BEAUTIFUL!
I made sure I detailed everything, even Dallas's bushy eyebrows. 
My stomach started to hurt so I went to get some food to see if it would help. I got some chocolate cake and sat at the table.
I shove some in my mouth and instantly spit it out.
"What the hell was that?Who ever made that it taste like crap."
"Shut up." someone said from the living room. I forgot that people where here. Oh well. I opened the fridge and took out all the beers. I went outside and threw them away.
I wanted some vegetables and fruits which was weird because I never eat healthy. I grabbed some cash and the keys.
I quickly got random health foods and surprisingly paid for everything. I speed back as fast as I could. It was still quite, good. I walked into the kitchen and cleaned out everything thing that had unhealthy or overdue.
I filled the fridge back up and cleaned the entire kitchen. I looked at the clock:4:45am.
I went into the laundry room and washed two weeks worth of laundry.
I folded everything and was taking Pony's clothes to his room. I open the door to find him knocked out cold. I put his clothes into his closet. I turn around and look at him. He is so cute when he sleeps.
I walk down stairs and take Sodapop's stack to his room. I creek open the door and tip toe to his closet. I put up it last shirt and someone covered my mouth.
I'm spun around to see sleepy Soda. "What are you doing baby girl? It's 5:30 in the morning."
"I'm doing the laundry Daddy Darrel hasn't done for the past two weeks." I said looking up at him. I pushed him back on the bed. "Go back to sleep. You need it." I quickly walk out so he couldn't say anything.
I grabbed Daddy Darrel's clothes and mine;I went back upstairs to deliver his clothes. I opened the door and Darry was asleep. I put his clothes up and walked out as silently as I could.
I tip toed to my room so I wouldn't wake anyone. When I got to my room Johnny was still asleep. I put my clothes on the hangers and closed the closet door. I walked the bathroom to brush my hair.
When I set my brush down the lights suddenly turned off. I turned around only to pushed on top of the counter. I opened my mouth to say something but was quickly cut off by someone's lips.
"Johnny?" I said after we parted. The person darted out of the room. I turned the light back on. Johnny was in bed. "Ha ha, very funny Jonathan. I know your awake. Get your lazy ass outta bed." I walked over to the bed. "Wesley I know your awake. Now get up." I said shaking him. "What are you talking about?" he said rubbing his eyes. "You just kissed me. I know your awake." I said getting aggravated.
"No I didn't I've been asleep the whole time." he said looking me as if I'm crazy.
"Okay turning off the lights and surprise attacking me was hot. But lying to me about it. That's not even cute, Johnny."
"What are you talking about?"
"Just stop go back to sleep and don't talk to me until you quit lying." I walked down stairs pissed. I really could care less if I woke everyone up or not. I walk into the kitchen and cook breakfast.
A few people came down stairs. "Why are you cooking at 8:30 in the morning?" It was Pony.
"I have nothing else to do. And I really don't feel like talking to a lier of a boyfriend." I grumbled.
"Oh my god! I'm not lying, for the last time." he said from the living room.
"Yes. You. Are." I said chopping up fruit.
"What are you guys arguing about?" Soda said.
"I don't know Jordan why don't you tell him." Johnny spit.
"Okay. At least I can speak the truth." I mumbled the last part. Johnny groaned. He got up and was about to leave. 
"Nah ah ah. Your not going anywhere young man. Your gonna stay here and we are gonna figure this out." Soda said pulling him back.
"Okay you wanna know what's going on? So for some reason she thinks I kissed her when I was sleeping. Plus the earliest I wake up is 8:30." Johnny said.
"Alright now what's your side of the story." Soda said.
"I walked into the bathroom to brush my hair and someone turned the lights off. They kissed me and left. It was obviously him." I said accusing him. "What were you even up that early?" He asked.
"I woke up at 2 throwing up." I said looking at the floor. "Why didn't you wake me up?" he said confused.
"Because you needed to sleep. All you ever do is worry about me now. I didn't want to bother you, again." I said feeling the pain in my side coming back.
"I don't care if I haven't eaten, slept, or drank for a week, you come a get me if there is a problem. We clear?" he said grabbing my shoulders. "Crystal." I said looking into his eyes.
"Oh and by the way Johnny isn't lying. He never lies." Pony buts in.
"Then who was it?" Johnny asked get defensive.
"I think she should kiss us all and decide who's lips they are." Dallas said with a smirk.
I look over at Johnny and a wicked grin spreads across my face.
"I think we should tell the gang that Dallas feels for Cory." I whispered to him. He nods and spreads across his face.
Johnny holds his hand out to me and I take it. We walk to the couch as if we were at a ball. He helps me stand on the couch.
"Ehhmm. Ladies and Jonathan..." I smiled at the response I got. " Dallas Charles Winston digs Miss. Cory Destiny Williams. He wishes to do the dirty with her." I smiled wickedly. Dallas blushed but then turned red with anger.
"I'm gonna kill you." He said coming after me. I hopped on to the other couch.
"Don't fall into the lava!" I said jumping on the table.
Darry walked in and I jumped on him. "Darrel save me." I pretended to cry. "Dallas quit being an ass." Darry said. Dally walked out grumbling.
"Hey Darry when can I drop out of school?" Pony asked.
"When your sister gets pregnant." I felt my face burn.
"AAAHHHH!" It came from the kitchen. I ran in there to see what happened. Pony was on my heels. "What's going on?" he said.
"There is no more beer." Twobit turned around crying. "What kinda horrible person would do that?" Sodapop said in shock.
"Gee thanks Soda." I said grabbing an orange. "What on earth possessed you to do that?" Twobit cried at my feet.
"I'm tried of eating all that junk food. After eating that cake last night..." I shuddered at the memory.
"But I made that." Soda said hurt.
"I'm sorry buba, but I have to thin out for basketball season."
Pony chocked on his breakfast. "Are you kidding me?"
"No...If you haven't noticed I've been adding unwanted layers of skin lately."
Soda lifted up my shirt. "Um...you look the same." I glared at him. "As in you look like a normal teenage girl." he said uneasy.
I huffed and went up stairs. I locked my door and sat at my desk. I started to draw a picture of Johnny the night when he asked me to be his girl. I even detailed his scar. But mostly his big beautiful brown eyes.
I got tired and laid on my bed. I was thinking about Cory and Dallas. Then I puked on my self. I ran to the bathroom and puked some more. I took a shower and puked once while in there. When I got out the pain in my side became worst. I was able to put on a bra and underwear on before I threw up again. I threw up till I passed out on the cold tile floor.

omg! what is wrong with dis chick? comment if you think you know. vote share and follow me and before you ask the green stuff Cory gave her was marijuana........JK......for real. thanks for reading and STAY GOLD MY FRIENDS💛

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