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I woke up in my own drool, which was all over the piano keys. Wow...so attractive. My head started to hurt a little. When I drink vodka it doesn't hurt me like it hurts other people. I get really small head aches. Yay me!
I wipe my mouth off with my sleeve and look at the piano. I wipe it off too after staring into space. I start think about last night. My favorite part was when I slapped Dallas. Then it got me thinking about everything thing he has done.  UHHHH! I need to channel this anger I have before I hurt someone or myself. I've been trying to be anti-bitch lately.
My eyes dart around the room until I land on a sheet of paper and pen. I need to write a song. (a/n the song above is the one she writes and sorry for the dancing because it's kinda funny. just saying. also I'm having major boy issues also so...) I quickly scribble down the words that flow into my mind. I finish quickly because I'm fast at song writing. I add the piano and sing the song,"
I know I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are? " I ended early because I started crying. Why am I crying? I didn't break up with anyone! What the hell!
I walk out of the room quietly. Everyone was up, fantastic. I walk past the family room to see Darry and Twobit in there. So the rest are in the kitchen, where I needed to be. I hummed the song while walking in there.
At the table sat Dallas, Ponyboy, Soda, Steve, and Johnny. They all looked pissed off. I grabbed some chocolate milk and an aspirin. I sat on the counter and stared at them. I whisper the lyrics, " You're gonna catch a cold, from the ice inside you soul."
"Will you shut up?" said Ponyboy. I was taken back by his attitude. "Who shoved a pole in your ass?" I replied smoothly. "God you such a nymphomaniac." Johnny said. The fuck? What the actual fuck? "What did you say to me?" I said looking at him. Boi this was about to end bad. "You're a nymphomaniac. You lied and said Dal raped you. He just told us the real story. I thought I could trust you." he spit. "Ohhhhh, so now you wanna talk about trust. Well guess what you can trust me on this." I take my ring off and slam it on the table. "We are fucking over. And I'm so glad I never had that child because you are no better than your father." I slap him across the face. "Now get out of this house!" "Johnny is not going anywhere."Pony said standing up. "Fine. Then I will leave." I grabbed my cleaver and stormed up stairs. 
I put on a pair of overalls, white shirt and white high top converse. I shove my clever and a few other things into a bag. Flying down the stairs I hear someone crying. I peek into the kitchen and see Johnny crying. Oh my baby—STOP IT! You broke up with him! I didn't realize I was crying until I sniffle.
I reach for the front door,"Where do you think your going?" a voice booms behind me. "Somewhere far away from here." I hiss. My face is slammed into the wall and a hand is crushing my neck. My breath labors quickly. "You know I've had enough of your sass. I'm kind of tried of it. You know what I really hate? I hate fake people, and your about as fake as Santa Clause." The grip becomes tighter. Wait..Santa isn't real? WTF? MY LIFE IS RUINED! Tears are streaming down my face. (a/n imagine the part in the hunger games when Thresh slams Clove into the cornucopia.)
I'm thrown against the door again and let out an ear splitting scream. "Let me go! Let me go!" I cry," Please let me go! Please! I'll do anything, just let me go!" I'm slammed into the front door and collapse to the floor. I gasp for air like a fish outta water.
"Fine. But you have to do what I say, when I say." I turn around scared I might get punched. It was PONYBOY. Damn it my own fucking twin hates me too. "Go to your room and don't you ever come out!" he yells in my face.
I cried so hard, I got hiccups. "Don't make me drag you by your hair!" That made me get up real fast. I ran to my room in tears. How can I get out of here? I look around my room. No window.
Soda has a window in his room! I slowly creep out into his room. I pop open the window and slide out.
I run as fast as I can and I hear something drop behind me. Oh well. My feet patter against the pavement. As I run something shiny catches my attention.
I pick it up...it's a 7 inch switchblade! Well it's mine now; I continue to run. To be honest I have know idea where I'm going but I could care less.
Left.Left.Right.Straight.Right.Left. I start slowing down after 15 minutes or so. I look around me...everything is so foreign. It's...nice...and...decent. OH SHIT! I'M IN THE FUCKING WESTSIDE!!! IM GONNA DIE!
I run back towards the east side of town. My arms and adrenaline pumping at a mind blowing speed. A car races next to me..damn it. It's a Corvette. I'm screwed.
I slow down and so does the car. WTF?! I stop and the car follows. Six socs pop out of the clown car. It's weird because they look 15 years old and I have only seen 17 and 18 year old socs.
"Hey grease why are you on this side of town?" one the short brown hair said.
I tried to say something but a huge lump in my throat stopped me. "Hey look she's lost her words." The one with a brown quiff laughed.
He is a cutie. I looked at the ground embarrassed.
My head is lifted up by the boy with the quiff. "What's your name?" his voice was soft like honey. "Jordan." I said. "What a beautiful name for a beautiful girl. Well some people call me Griffin but you can call me anytime." he said stroking my cheek. I looked into his carmel eyes, maybe not all socs are bad.
Someone snickers behind him. I pull my head away and back up. "Look what you did man." Griffin grumbled.
I shove my hands in my pockets. The other brown headed boy walk up to me,"I'm Conner. And sorry if Griffin is bothering you." He takes my hand and shakes it.
The blonde pushes him out of the way. "Hello Ms.Jordan, I'm Hayden and will gladly help you." he said said flexing his muscles. I snort..attractive right. I flex my muscles and say," I can handle myself." He stares at me with shock. I flash him my famous grin and wink.
Another boy walks up,"Hello there! I'm Mackenzie and you are gorgeous." he says kissing my hand. He has beautiful blue eyes and long locks of golden hair. I giggled. I looked up and Griffin had jealousy written all over his face.
Then someone tapped my shoulder. I swiftly turn around to see a boy with dark brown hair. "Hi I'm Calvin." "Hi." His eyes are electric green. He is pretty handsome if I must say.
Lastly,"Mikey is the name and you're on my brain." He has dirty blonde hair and cold gray eyes. I giggled a little bit. I hear someone sigh, "So why are you over here anyways?" Hayden asks. All eyes are on me. "Umm..wow would you look at the time!" I say looking at my wrist.
"I really gotta go—" I say sprinting into the woods. I hear shouts and feet crushing leaves behind me.
I run into a tree,"Shit." I grumble. "JORDAN!" I hear them yell. I find a thick tree and start to climb. I get to a sturdy branch that is curvy. I lay down on it and left my feet and arms dangle. I feel like a sloth.
I look at the sky...oh no! It's almost sunset!
The boys are still looking for me. I hang up side down so they might be able to find me. I hum my song. That's weird it dead silent. I look around and see no one then a head pops outta on where. I start to scream but they put there hand over my mouth. "We wouldn't want them to find you, would we?" Griffin... I look into his eyes. They are so beautiful and before I know it we kiss.

OML! Major plot twist! I could care less if your mad because guess what it's my story not yours. Vote Comment Share and Follow! GRIFFIN? or JOHNNY?
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