The Curtis Girl (The Outsiders FF)

19

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"Does anyone know what the hell happened?" Soda asked pacing around the room. We sat in silence and I continue to be in pain. I rest my hand on my stomach and immediately regret it.
I moan in pain and Soda walks over. "What caused you to bleed?" he asked. I was scared to tell him so a few tears slipped out. He lifted my shirt and saw the stitches. Worry spread across his face.
"What happened?" I can't tell him. I looked at Pony. We had a mental argument about is I should tell them or not. We decided that I should tell them.
I grabbed Sodapop's hand and looked at him. "Soda...I....I...Ihadamiscarage." I rushed. "What?" he said. I took a deep breath. "I had a miscarriage..." My words hung in the air like an odor.
I looked at Soda and his eyes had an indescribable look in them. I sniffle a little and look at Pony. "Take me to my room" I mouth to him. He nods. I let go of Soda's hand only to have him to look at me with disgust.
Pony picked me up and I cling onto his chest like there is no tomorrow. I silently cry into his chest as he sits me down on my bed.
"Ponyboy....S-Soda hates me-e nowa." "No he doesn't." "Darry will want to kick me out when he hears." "No he won't." "Ponyboy y-y-you're the onl-ly-y one who says th-they la-la-love me!" "That's not true." he says slowly while rubbing my back.
"Soda and Darry have never told me they love me! I have never heard them say it once!" I yell into his shirt.
"AAHHHHH! NO ONE LOVES ME!" I scream. I walk to the wall and punch it. I keep punching it and eventually create a hole.
I hear stomping feet making their way to my room. I keep punching the wall. I'm so angry, hot, angry tears run down my cheeks. No one loves me and I just had a miscarriage! My parents are dead and no one fucking loves me!
I saw blood get on the wall but I don't care. I hate everything and everyo-,"Jordan?" the voice was soft like honey but it was shaking. The voice sounded scared, shocked, caring, worried, but at those thing add up to one person........Johnny.
I don't even turn around to face him. "Yes Johnny." I manage to get out, my voice was shaking the whole time.
I hear the floor boards creak behind me. I can't take it anymore. He's gonna say he is leaving me. I fall to the floor crying. Muscular arms wrap around my body.
"I'm so sorry Johnny. I'm so sorry. I should of—" Lips are crashed onto mine, making me shut up. Johnny grabs my face,"I understand you're upset but so am I. Princess it's okay, it's not your fault you had a miscarriage. But I want you to know if you did end up having that child, I would love it unconditionally, like I love you." He kissed me again. "I know this is hard for you. Take as long as you want or need. Just know I will always be here for you regardless what's happening. I love you. And this time I mean it. I know a hundred percent that I want to grow old with you. You are the light of my life. I love you so FUCKING much Princess." He said staring into my eyes.
I brushed his cheek with my hand,"I didn't know Prince Charming has a dirty mouth."
"That's not the only thing dirty about me." he said smiling.
I laid back and he pulled me into his lap. "Ya know what?" I ask. "What?" he said playing with my hair. "I am bipolar."
"No you ain't." he said softly. "I was just crying and punching the wall. And now I'm sitting here with you all happy and stuff."
"You just have mental issues baby." he said kissing my cheek. "Aww. I love you too."
I said sarcastically.
"Hey, do you want to do somethin'?" he asks rubbing my thighs. (a/n I know it sounds weird but if someone was rubbing my thighs right now I would be like"Awww black Jesus! That feels good!" because my thighs are so sore from running and crap. so...) "I just wanna cuddle with my precious pooh-bear." I said weirdly stroking his hair.
"You're so weird." he said pushing me away. I pretend to be hurt and started to "cry".
"Awww my sweet angel don't cry." he pulled my back into his lap. I turned around so I was facing him while in his lap. I kiss his nose. "You're so cute." I say grabbing his cheeks.
"And you're so hot." he says squeezing my butt cheeks. I squealed and squeeze his big....biceps. You dirty minded people.
"Johnny I'm scared." I said spooning with him. "What happened to my independent sexy mama?" he said putting his hand up my shirt. I jump up,"I'm right here." I put my hands on my hips and stare into the distance.
"Now what are you gonna do?" he said acting like my coach. "I'm gonna show them who's boss!" I yell. I change into jean shorts, black crop top, Sodapop's flannel and black vans.
I walk down stairs with Johnny and grab the soccer ball.
"You're totally gonna be a soccer mom, man." Johnny said walking out the door. We walk to the lot where there is a soccer net.
"Aye my boy, watch this!" I do a bicycle kick. He had a grin ear to ear. "Hey Tiger watch this!"(a/n in this story Johnny is amazing at soccer and two other sports which you will soon find out.everything that happens in the video Johnny can do it.) I stare in astonishment. Damn, he is good. "Wow. When did you learn that?" I ask. "I don't know really." he said.
We played one on one. This is the only sport he can beat me at. I walk back home pouting. He is so happy is cute.
We are almost home hen I hear a Mustang motor. I turn around it's a different one this time.
Two socs hop out. "Hey.Greasers! Need a hair cut?" one says pulling out a blade. "Aye man we don't want no trouble." Johnny said standing in front of me. "To bad." The other one said.
They walked closer and I threw the ball at ones face. I couldn't help but laugh. Johnny got into a weird stance and when the kid came closer he kicked him in the face! He just did karate!
"When have you been able to do karate and soccer?" I ask. "Well I have been learning so one day I can stand up to my old man."
We reach the house, and I open the door to see a scene I never thought I would see....

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