The People

He was

For anonymous,

He was beautiful. He was everything you wanted and everything you ever wanted a guy to be. Not only an attraction but also real feelings. He had his quirky remakes and stupid jokes. He was so interesting. Always on your mind no matter how much you tried to get him out of your crazy head. He made you want to get as far away from him as soon as possible, but you couldn't. You tried but you couldn't. He made you stay. He has a gravitational pull. Magnetic even. He was your everything. This was the guy who you would now use the word was, because he used to be your reason. Now he doesn't give you the same feeling. There is a feeling but it's not a good one. He makes you want to get sick. But you also can't help but get nostalgia thinking of him or seeing him. He ignites you like no one else would because he was your first. Not first kiss, not first intimate moment, but your first love. There is all kinds of love in this world but never the same one twice. He couldn't be twice. And now all you have left to describe him is was. He is just what was. 

-p