seven: 7:43 PM
Dear Christopher,
my little brother
my love
my purpose
my everythingi can see
see that you're hurt
hurt insidei see the pain
pain in your eyes
eyes filled with tearsi know you
you don't understand
understand everything that's happeningi see you're scared
scared of everything
everything and everyonei see the way you flinch
flinch because of the hitting
hitting caused by your dadi see the way you yell
yell at our mom
mom is scaredi see the way you curse
curse at our sister
sister is scaredi see the way you scream
scream at me
me doesn't hurti see that you need help
help from all the pain
pain from the pasti want you to know
know that
that it's not your faulti want you to know
know that
that it's your dad's faulti get the pain
pain is tearing you apart
apart into little piecesi know they don't
don't see what's
what's happening to youi see you
you are tearing
tearing yourself apartyou should have never felt the way it feels to have someone hit you. you shouldn't have to be scared of your dad. you shouldn't have to be scared. you should have to be so angry all the time. you shouldn't have to hold in your tears. you shouldn't have to feel all this pain.
but it's my fault and i'n sorry because i should have protected you better. i shouldn't have ever let your dad hit you like that, i shouldn't have let anything bad ever happen to you. it's my fault, so don't worry. i'm supposed to protect you from all of the harm, and i didn't. i'm sorry.i love you
you are special
special indeedi'm so sorry.
harley.
April 5, 2016
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