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fifty-nine: 10:06 am

Dear Charlie,

i listen to sad love songs
and i think of your name
but it's not the same
i don't miss you in the same way

i think what i miss is the memories
and your company
the little things you said
the way you made me feel

like i'm not so sure i miss you anymore
more like i miss this idea of you
the idea of us
what we could have been

i don't want to jinx myself
but maybe i'm good
maybe i'm getting better
i don't miss you as much

thank you for teaching me
teaching me to protect my heart
to not fall so easily
this won't happen again

harley.
April 18, 2018

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