#4YearsWithEXO #LuckyToHaveEXO
[Fan Girl 31]
Jungkook told me everything. Every single question my mind shouts was answered. Hindi parin ako makapaniwala hanggang ngayon---now it all makes sense. Kung bakit hindi ko siya maresist, kung bakit pakiramdam ko safe ako palagi sa kanya, kung bakit feeling ko matagal ko na syang kilala. Lahat nabigyang linaw na.
He's my missing piece.
Pero imbis na umayos ang utak ko ay lalo lang itong nagulo. Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko, Jungkook asked me to come with him, he's mother is sick and she wants to meet me. She wants me to marry her son.
Simula palang noong mga paslit kami ni Jungkook ay pinagkasundo na kami ng mga magulang namin. Sounds cliche and common pero kung ikaw na ang nasa sitwasyon, marerealize mo na you understated it. Ang hirap. Sobrang hirap.
I am torn between being a good kid and good girlfriend.
Since Jungkook told me that, hindi na nawala sa isipan ko si Chanyeol. I know I should tell this to him but I ended up deciding to fix this on my own.
Hindi naman madidiktahan ng kahit sino ang mga kilos ko. If I'm not going to marry Jungkook, they can't do anything about it.
"Ang lalim ng iniisip mo." Bee snapped.
"I'm just thinking about something..." napabuntong hininga ako. Instead of enjoying our movie date, heto ako at prinoproblema kung ano bang dapat na gawin. I'm so torn.
"What is it?" She clicked the pause button and faced me.
This is what I like about her, she's very caring. She's anything you can ask for.
"I... I am in deep shit."
"Why? What happened? You know you can tell me." her voice is full of concern. "Pero kung masyadong mabigat at di mo pa kayang ilabas, I'm willing to wait. Di mo naman ako kaibigan para lang sa wala." she smiled and it made me feel at ease.
'Di ko siya kaibigan para lang sa wala...'
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"You mean, now na?" I was so shocked when Jungkook pulled me out of my Math class. It's so disrespectful for our prof. Atsaka, I'm trying so hard to focus on my studies and he's not being cooperative about it.
"Now na. Let's get going." hinila niya ang palapulsuhan ko at dali-daling naglakad. i cannot do anything since he's so strong!
Tinahak namin ang daan papunta sa parking lot, there's his red porsche again.
"Where are you taking me?"
"I'm not taking you or what because you are going with me." he smiled but his tone is kind of creepy. Parang ang seryoso nya na ewan, seriously.
"Okay, fine!" Inirapan ko siya. "Then where are we going?" Iritadong tanong ko sa kanya.
Huminto kami sa harap ng sasakyan niya. He opened the door for me. Okay, gentleman. Nagtungo siya sa driver's seat at agad na pinaandar ang makina. He started driving as if he's not a minor.
"We are going to my mom."
That got me stoned on his shotgun seat.
------XXX------
XOXO 💜
