Fame

Chapter-13

I'm so sorry for not uploading! Its been such a rough year! Family tragedies, boy problems, started college, I've been so busy I have had 0 time for writing. Forgive me loves? xoxo

Chapter-13

-Seth

"We're done.." She turns and runs off. My heart sinks, constricting in such painful ways I hadn't felt in a long time.

"Roxy, no wait! Please!" I run after her as quickly as I can, leaving the crazy fan inside the bus. Oh no.. no no no..

"Don't you tell me to wait! You just had a girl all up on you, kissing you!"

I catch up to her and take her hand. "Please don't, she kissed me I swear."

"Yeah, that's what they all say." She yanks her hand free from mine and starts to walk off again. "I had to fall for the bad boy, like a idiot. I knew I never should have, all of you are the same, you never change! You all leave when something better comes along!"

"Roxy, there is nothing better than you. And I'm not going anywhere! I swear, she kissed me. I didn't want that at all. And I pushed her off as soon as I could finally pry her ass off of me." I grab her hand and pull her against me. I spin her around to face me and wrap my arms around her, holding her against my chest. "Please, you have to believe me.. I can't lose you.." I whipe the tears from her eyes and she struggles in my grasp.

"Let me go! How can I trust you!?" Her eyes are full of hurt,such horrible pain. It hurts me just to see.

"Because I love you Roxy, and I don't want to ever lose you. I would never be stupid enough to cheat on you, I'm so lucky to have you, I would never do something so dumb to screw this up. You are the first good thing I have had in my life for years now, and I can't bare to lose you.. Please Roxy don't go.." My heart feels like its breaking into a thousand pieces and being stomped on repeatedly. I can't lose her. So much has happened,and we've both have came so far in this relationship, getting better with all of our problems..

She shoves me away, finally breaking out of my grasp. "How do I know what your saying is true? How do I know you didn't cheat on me? And how can I trust that it would never happen again??"

"I swear on my life that its the truth. And you can trust me because I can never bare to lose you. Keep tabs on me, make Dakota watch me on tour, come on tour with me! Anything! Just believe me that I would never cheat on you."

"You wouldn't be the first.. and I cant do that again.." She turns and begins to walk away. My whole world starts crashing down on me and I'm frozen. There's nothing I can do, other than watch her walk away from me.

"Rox.. please, don't do this. Don't leave me.." My voice cracks and I begin choking up, making it difficult for me to get any words out. With every step she takes, the more and more my heart sinks in my chest. And then its too late. She was gone.

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-Roxy

I haven't seen Seth since I left, which was 2 weeks ago. He's been texting and calling but I refuse to answer. He cheated, and I cant go through that again. I knew dating a rockstar would be a mistake, it never works out and they can never stick to one person. And the pain is just unbearable. Everytime I think of him my heart sinks in my chest and constricts so tightly that I can hardly breathe.

"Roxy how's you relationship going with Seth?"

"Roxy do you miss him while he's on tour?"

The reporters pound me with questions as soon as I step out of the door to leave the hotel. With every question, my anger builds until I'm so close to snapping.

"Roxy do you worry about Seth cheating or finding another girl while on tour?"

"He already cheated and we're done! He's a no good, worthless jerk and I'm never speaking to him again so do me a favor and fuck off!" The words spill out before I can stop them.

The reporters all gasp and then more and more questions start coming. "Roxy who was it?"

"Do you know who the girl was?"

"What exactly happened?"

"Was she prettier than you?"

"Enough!" Jess yanks me away from the crowd and we all pile into the lemo. The tears I had been trying so hard to keep in start spilling from my eyes. "Rox, its okay don't let that asshole get to you. You deserve so much better!" Jess hugs me tightly and lets me cry on her shoulder for like the billionth time these last few weeks.

"I cussed out a reporter and told them we aren't together. Our managers gonna kill me." I sigh and wipe away my tears.

"Fuck him, he doesn't get how hurt you are. The world deserves to see the piece of shit Seth is for cheating."

"Have you talked to Dakota about it?" I hope there isn't issues in their relationship over this.

"He still stands by Seth, he doesn't think Seth would cheat. But don't worry, we aren't letting this come between us."

"I can't stop replaying the image of him kissing her in my head.. He keeps calling and texting trying to explain what happened but I just don't believe him.. Its happened too many times for me to believe in stories anymore I've heard it all too many times."

"I know hun.. Just let it go and it'll stop. It may seem impossible right now but in time it'll all get better."

I sure hope she's right, because this is killing me.

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As another 2 weeks go by, it all seems easier to cope with. I feel as though someone close to me has died, and like a part of me died with them. Or at least I did feel that way. Now its as if I'm almost numb to the topic. I'm letting go and with time its getting easier.

The band sits in the local coffee shop, discussing things with our manager. "Seth is very upset about what you said to about him to that reporter."

"His little story he told to the press is bullshit, he knows what he did and everyone deserves to know." Jess always has my back, she's honestly the best sister a girl could have.

"Guys just drop it," I sigh as I get up to get my coffee. I make my way up to the register and pay for it. "Thanks," I smile to the worker and turn to head back to the table.

"Wow so your the famous Roxy?" My eyes wander up to meet a strange man, around the same age as me give or take. His hair is dirty blonde and he has gorgeous blue eyes. And that's not the only gorgeous thing about him. "My names Dylan, its nice to meet you. Sorry to bother, I know people must come up to bug you all the time. Its just rare to see such a beautiful girl around here, especially one who's famous."

A smile spreads across my face. "Its nice to meet you too." I reach my hand out to shake his. The minute our hands tough I start to feel butterflies. And for a brief minute we just stare, gazing at each other. Then a camera flash snaps us back to reality. I turn to see a reporter running away with his camera. "Sorry, they do that a lot."

He chuckles, "Its okay, I'm not camera shy.. This may seem a bit forward, I know we just met and I know I probably just seem like another fan to you, but do you think by any chance I could get your number? I promise I wouldn't give it out or show all my guy friends. I just find myself being very interested in such a pretty thing like you."

I giggle and take his phone from his hand, typing in my phone number. Why not? He's cute and if he helps get me over Seth then its totally worth it, I thought. "There you go, text me sometime." I smile and hand his phone back.

"Awesome! And by the way, that Seth guy was a moron. Your definently a girl to keep." He winks and waves goodbye as he leaves the coffee shop.

I return back to the others and my manager shakes his head. "You and that guy are going to be all over the news after the picture they took."

"Oh well. Gave him my number too, maybe it'll turn into something." I smile a bit to myself. Yeah, moving on is definently easier than I thought.