What If Patrick... (Patrick Stump Imagines)

Bus Breakup

You're currently in a bus going to (where do you wanna go?) for a 3-day vacation. You also need a break from your job and from all the city stuff. You want to go somewhere different and new. In a place where nobody knows you and in a place that you don't know.

You're sitting by the window with your camera out to take pictures of the beautiful view you want to keep forever.

Patrick knows that you won't be home for 3 days and he's obviously sad because the guy's too attached to you. He just can't let you go because he knows that while you're away, he will not have you back ever again.

You've made up your mind long time ago. You're going to breakup with him. You love Patrick. You really do. But it's just that you have so much to do in life and being in a committed relationship is never one of them. Being with him is overwhelming. You never expected for him to fall hard on you. You also didn't expect yourself to fall on him just as hard as he did.

You want to accomplish a lot of things in life. You're just not really ready to be in a committed relationship.

You felt your phone continuously vibrate meaning somebody is calling you. You slipped your phone out of your pocket and touched the green button.

"Hello, y/n speaking." You said in a gentle, announcer-like voice.

"Y/n, hi baby. I miss you so bad." Patrick's voice said. You could feel his longing and sadness through the line. It made you want to hug him. Only if you could reach to him through the phone and touch him...

"P-Patrick, I'm here now, baby. How are you?" You asked.

"Not that good." He answered.

You ran your bottom lip through your teeth and let out a deep breath. Do you do it now? Or wait until you get home? What would be the difference? It will just hurt the same, anyway.

"I'm sorry." You said, your voice cracking.

"I understand, y/n. I really do. I'm sorry I made you stay for too long when you didn't even wanted it." Patrick said.

He was right but you also wanted it. You just wasn't expecting to fall for him.

"Don't be. It's just that, I have so much more to accomplish in life and —"

"I'm setting you free, y/n." Patrick shakily said.

"Patrick"

"There's nothing else that we can do, mi amor. I love you and I'm letting you go. That's how much I love you." Patrick said, finality evident in his voice.

You could feel tears stinging your eyes as your chest tightens. "You know, if we're really for each other, we'll always find our way back no matter how far we are from each other or even if we try to be with someone else." You said. "I still believe in us, Patrick. I don't think I'm ever going to stop loving you." You said with a shaky voice as you bit your lip hard to keep yourself from crying in a public vehicle.

You heard him sniffled and silently broke in tears. You could hear his ragged breaths no matter how much the guy tries to hide it from you.

You also found yourself silently crying and you just want to lock yourself up in a room and explode.

"So I guess this is it, y/n. I'll see you when you get home." He said to you huskily. His voice made your heart break a little more.

"Yeah..." You whispered and quietly broke off in tears.

"I love you too much. This is for the best. I'll never stop loving you, y/n. Thank you for being my best and my worst. You'll forever be the best thing I've ever had and now will be the best thing I let go." He trailed off. "I love you forever, y/n. See you soon."

"I love you too forever, Patrick." You said through your quiet and choked sobs. "Goodbye." You whispered and hang up. You couldn't take another second with him, hearing his voice and beating with his niceness. He should be mad at you because it's selfish to breakup with him just because of your dreams. But still he fucking understands. You feel like you violated him for being extra nice. He deserves someone better. Someone who could do everything and anything especially with Patrick. He doesn't deserve to be left out in the open just like that. What the fuck have you done?

But you heard him. It's for the best. And if you were made for each other, you'll find yourselves back in each others presence and you won't even notice it until you're really ready.