Things you can't ignore

- 9 - Clarke -

A nauseous feeling woke me up in the morning after the party. We drunk way too much yesterday and I could already tell I would need more then one day to recover. I searched for the lamp on by bedside table... But it wasn't there. There wasn't even a bedside table. And I knew only one person that didn't have a table next to her bed : Bellamy. I turned around freaking out. He was laying there, fully asleep. Gosh, it happened again. Bellamy and I slept together a second time.

I threw my pillow on him and he woke up in a second. He looked at me hiding behind the covers until he realized what has just happened. I couldn't contain myself and started yelling at him, blaming him for the whole thing.

- Oh come on, Clarke. You're an adult too. You can get your part of responsibilities. He answered.

- But you're my best friend, Bell. You're the one who should be protecting me, not sleeping with me.

- Maybe you just can't resist me. He continued.

- Like this could ever happen.

- We were drunk. Maybe when you're drunk, your heart talks instead of your brain.

- I would more likely bet on the fact that you got me in your bed, than the « your heart talks when you're drunk » thing.

- Don't be ridiculous, Clarke. You know I wouldn't do that. He said, looking at me in the eyes.

- Why not? Maybe when YOU are drunk, you become a flirty player, willing to do anything to get a girl in his bed.

- Ahahaha! Wanna go on that road? Okay! Maybe when YOU're drunk, you become so needy that your ready to sleep with your best friend.

- Needy? Oh no no no, Darling. I'm not the needy one. Maybe when YOU're drunk, your hatred and jealousy towards Lexa takes over, and sleeping with me is your way to mark your territory.

- ...

- You started it, Bell.

- You know what? You're right, maybe I'm jealous. Maybe I'm jealous of how much you can forgive that girl for everything she's put you through. For everything she's put US through. Maybe it's because I'm afraid you won't ever treat me the same way. Maybe that's why I never told you about Raven. He finished.

- So I was...

- You can go, now. He interrupted me. I'm obviously not worth your time.

I left his place after grabbing my stuff. We didn't hug. We didn't even talk. We just looked at each other while I was standing on the corridor. Until he shut the door closed. 

***** AUTHOR'S NOTE *****

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