New Love

Hill City

"Why are you always flirting with other boys?!"

She chuckled,hurting me even more.

"Why you so fucking jealous?"

Then she blew her smoke in my face as she sat in front of me.

"I called you like 300 times yesterday. Why didn't you pick up?"

"To be exact 150 times along with 45 texts cuz you were calling me all week. And I was busy."

"Busy? Busy! Yeah but you aren't busy when you need me to bail you out of jail. You aren't busy when you need money for your weed, your alcohol, pads, shit you need......The way I call you constantly, the way I have to tell you to stop flirting with other dudes, making me feel like I'm your father." Then I felt her fist connect to my jaw and pain.

"Don't fucking talking about my father. You ain't know shit bout him."

" Because we don't talk it's like a fucking goose chase with your ass and you probably don't know shit either."

" You done fucked up."

"Ooh I'm scared! What are you gonna do punch me again. Slap me,kick me in my balls. What?! What the fuck can you do to hurt me?!"

"I don't love you, I don't want you. I only use you as a side to get sex. I mean I can get that from my boyfriend-"

I guess she was right she can hurt me and I couldn't hear anymore of it. She was realizing this so she smirked a devilish smirk. But it looked so good on her. Like her true colors just shined.

"What? What? Boyfriend?" I could hear it in my voice, the pain, tears and anger. And I know she could hear it too cuz she laughed. Then she exhaled her smoke and did tricks. She is a bad girl. The legend. She is the reason I'm hooked on drugs and drinks. I even own a gun. Who would've thought that Anthony Salantro little good Italian/White boy would own a Beretta M9. This girl right here, standing in front of me changed me. But here she is breaking me. Changing me in a bad way. I mean I'm bad already but now I'm going to be the worst.

"Oh yeah my boyfriend, Jacob Santorelli."

" Why the fuck are you cheating on your boy-did you just say Santorelli? As in Santorelli the drug dealer?"

" I mean he is a Black and he works alongside of Mr. Santorelli boss of the mafia gang,Black because that's his father."

" I'm dead. I'm fucking dead. I'm a dead man walking. Do you know what will happen to me if Jacob finds out you cheated on him with me. Nah you don't. You are are too selfish and reckless to realize that you are hurting the people around you."

Oh my. What the fuck. So she breaks my heart now Jacob is going to chop it up and feed it to his pack of cani. Great of course my life is like dominoes. One thing bad happens and my life comes tumbling down.

And she just stood there like nothing. High as fuck and probably even drunk. She walked into my house slurring on her words,"want sex". But now that I think of it all she has been doing lately is coming through for sex. But of course I get too turned on by her to realize. But here she sits with so many emotions on her face but none caring for me. Lust in the eyes, smirk on her lips. Yet her face is blank. She is probably thinking. Smoke comes into my face. I don't know how but all through this she makes me wanna kiss her. I slowly lean and so does she. I closed my eyes and I was so close to her that I could feel her breath on me but then i felt a slap and heard chuckling. Something that was music to my ears but now is pain to my soul.

"Still through all of this you want to get a kiss from me. It was so easy for you to believe in my words and fall in love with me. Man I was just trying on boy pants for once. You know telling bs and lies and low key hanging out with her and being flirtatious to get sex. But who would have ever known that a boy would fall for his tricks. Maybe one that's never been in love. Who never had their first kiss. Who never had a drink, sex and a blunt. Man I showed you all the wonders of the world. You should thank me."