I'm Arranged To Oh Sehun || EXO

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Sae

It's been a week ever since that day when me and Sehun got exposed. The company canceled the announcement on V App and told us to let it be because they said they would handle it. And they did. They announced it through sites such as AllKpop or Dispatch. I agreed because it would be more believable. Announcing it on public ourselves was too risky and fans would be a little suspicious on why the need to announce it live. Plus, I would look horrible on camera.

As a fangirl, I would probably have a fair amount of fan accounts and SNS accounts including Instagram, Facebook, Tumblr and Twitter. None of them contained good news. After the incident, the fans instantly found my accounts. I had to delete my Facebook account because it was seriously getting out of hand. Every notification was about different people sending me messages and not the good kind. I even got a death threat with a picture of my so called grave attached to it.

I changed my name on Instagram but of course, the people from my school told everyone that I changed my name. I could just delete my account but I can't because I don't know where I would get legit updates. I deleted my other accounts and SM told me not to be active for awhile. I'm surprised I'm still alive actually. I predicted I would die if I take my eyes off my phone.

Sehun and I haven't seen each other. That's actually a relief or I would probably melt into a Sae puddle by now. I just can't stand standing beside him now that I know that I actually liked him for real now. I'm sure I'll be head over heels for him whenever I make eye contact with him. Because how can he be so perfect without even trying?

I'd like to know myself.

I spent my week lying on my bed. I swear, it gets uncomfortable day by day. I can't possibly go out because fans already recognized me. I don't want those death threats actually being delivered to me in person. Luckily, they always drop me off my Mom's house.

I was enjoying counting my fingers while laying down with my legs spread wide. I almost thought I had grown another finger but then I realized I made a mistake. I heard my phone rang and I grumbled loudly while getting up. I took it from my jeans pocket which was hanging on my door, and I have to say it was quite the distance. Walking from my bed to the door was the biggest challenge ever. Well except from avoiding Internet. And going on a diet. And also trying to lick your elbow. I tried that once but I ended up with a broken arm for a week.

I returned back to my bed and looked at my phone, taking a side note to sleep beside it because I need proper radiation treatment. I've been away from my phone for a week. I haven't looked at the Chanyeol wallpaper for a week and when I opened the lock, I felt relief to see my bias smiling leisurely at me. He looks happy about his life. Sucks for me.

I rolled my eyes when I noticed who texted me. It was my best friend who had gone to a vacation in Hawaii with her parents. She left me without saying a goodbye and she expected me to answer to her text which read:

I bought a pair of new converse for you. You better thank my little but pretty ass.

That's offensive. I specifically told her to buy me sketchers instead. What a best friend.

Reply:
Return it. I don't need it.

I would be lying if I said I didn't regret saying that even if it wasn't Sketchers.