Oblivion

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There are so many people in this world,

But do you know all of them?

You have a lot of friends and acquaintances,

But are you sure you won't forget them?


I know, that I will forget someone.

Someone who does not leave a mark.

Someone who just passed by in my life.

Or someone who is almost nothing to me.


But for you, I don't want to be nothing.

I don't want to be just-someone-I-met.

I want to leave a mark, or an experience.

I want to be she-is-who-I-am-worth-talking-to.


I don't know why there are so many fears in the world and,

I got the fear of oblivion.

I fear to be forgotten.

And all of you bother me most of the time.


I am worried.

Worried that you'll be cold to me.

Worried that you'll get tired of me.

Worried that you'll leave me hanging.


I overthink.

Did I say anything that makes you go away? (no)

Did I? (no)

Am I not worth talking to? (I don't know)


Sometimes I am getting tired of myself.

Being a worrier, an over thinker.

I know, I don't have to be dramatic,

Because everything is temporary.


Life goes on and on,

But people come and go.


(c) chrisjdd

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