Life

(15)sleep!!

Continued...

"Hmm...let me think again" I said coming closer. Travon just stood there like a statue and boy was that hilarious!
"I think a bear hug would do the trick!" I said giving him a hug instead. When I felt his arms wrap around me I pulled away making him pout.awww isn't he just the cutest!
"bye bye boyfriend!" I said going inside and closing the door.god my heart is beating too fast. I climbed up the stairs slowly, trying my best to not wake anyone up.when I reached my room I opened the door and almost shrieked when I saw my friends sitting around the bed with a bowl of popcorn in the middle.
"What are you'll still doing here? I mean I thought you all left already!"
"Actually we were planning to..but we have better work to do here! Right now!" Stated Sara.
"I'm too tired and I just want to sleep" I said popping the P. I kicked off my shoes, removed my jewelry and changed into my comfy clothes getting ready for bed. I grabbed some makeup remover and climbed up the bed.
"Stop staring and get out of my way I'm sleepy!" I exclaimed when they made no move. They still sat there like plum puddings.
"Fine!! I'll tell.but a summary for now."
"Okay!that will do." Said Mia
"For now!" Chorused the rest. I just rolled my eyes and started telling.
"So first he got me those flowers," I said pointing to the flowers on my desk
" then we went to the park where he had arranged a dinner for two under my tree.there were fairy lights and fireflies. We ate then he got me three gifts. No technically it was two because he took the other" I said pointing at the bag next to the flowers.
"I got a camera and a custom made chain and a similar one in a more manly version for him! Last but not least he asked me to be his girlfriend and I said yes and that's it!! So goodnight I love you and sweet dreams!" I said lying down and covering my face with the blanket.
" what did you say he asked you and that you said yes to?!?!" Yelled zoey .
"Shhhhhh" i said covering her mouth quickly to stop her from waking my parents or Eva.
"Keep quiet will you!" I whisper yelled.
"Sorry not sorry! Just answer my question plssssssssss"
"I'm not repeating my self" I said and turned to Anna to tell her to switch off the lights but all of them were grinning from ear to ear. Except Zoey.
"Would you all please stop grinning so much and switch off the light."
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After about an hour full of excitement, squeals , happy tears and 2 bowls of popcorn everyone is a sleep except obviously me.
"Travelyn sails..." I turned to my right to see Sara smiling and mumbling in her sleep. I chuckled slightly and looked at my friends who were cuddling each other and trying to fit in one bed.
How on earth did I get friends like this! I can't believe what my life has turned into. From happiness to insecurities and disappointment to satisfaction. It was a wild roller coaster for me. Never in my wildest imagination did I think that I would get a sister and excepting her is out of the question and then me having a boyfriend who is not freaking skyler!!!! I have not mentioned his name for years. It was always him because I used to feel all kinds of emotions by hearing his name alone but now...it's different! I mean I do and will always have a soft spot for him because without me liking  skyler I wouldn't have known these feelings and I wouldn't have got Travon, my boyfriend and more than anything my bestie.
From all what I have gone through I have learnt a lot of things.

First is that we shouldn't ever bottle up our feelings. It's the worst thing someone can do and that's what most of us do. You don't necessarily have to tell it to someone.you can write it, sing it and there are many more ways!

Second is that we should never shut people out of our lives specially the ones who actually make an effort to reach you

Third is that always forgive! It's not easy and it's definitely not necessary that we should forget what was done because after all our mind doesn't have a delete button! But you can say I forgive you and move on with them or just move on by yourself because at the end we don't want regrets or any guilt!

Fourth is that nobody should be selfish and shouldn't think about their feelings alone and by this I don't mean that I keep thinking what people will think and ruin my own happiness!! Hell no.I will do what I like and if that makes me happy. This doesn't me I'm selfish it just means that I care for myself as much as I care for other because at the end of the day nobody will be there to do it for me.will they? When I was born I was alone and when I die alone.

Fifth is that we have to always be thankful and grateful for whatever happens. Now when I look back I'm so grateful that I excepted Eva because if not, there wouldn't have been a party and I wouldn't have become friends with X. But at that moment I never really appreciated it till it all happened and has come to this

Life is never perfect, it is a must that we,as humans go through problems, difficulties and different phases in life because without that we will never mature or learn anything. This is life! It can change from the most happiest moments in life to the worst! Anything can happen whenever and wherever. It is our duty to fight through it and become the best. It's still not the world end so we shouldn't be wasting time. If we want to do something or make things right because like I said life is never predictable it can change any minute now so go for it.
Don't live in a fairytale because when reality crashes down it will be double the pain but we can definitely dream.there will be trials and tribulations your whole life and you'll be learning a lesson every step of the way.
"Haaaa"
Gosh it's 3 am! I didn't realize how long it has been and how tired I am. I'm the one who said was sleepy and wanted to sleep but my dearest friends  are snoring away. How sweet! Not
" remind travon about the tattoo" I typed on my notes in the ipod. I kept it on the side table and switched the light off before turning around and hugging Sara.
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That night I had one of the best and peaceful sleep ever.

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Ahhhhhhh*shrieks on top of the voice*
It's over! Khalas! Finitho!done!
I don't know why I'm crying but I'm crying!! I'm sorry for the late update but I tried so be thankful lovelies.
Pls pray for me.i have my accounts paper on Monday *thinks about it and cries harder*
There will be a epilogue and a surprise so await my dear readers!
Holy freaking cheese balls!!! 1k!! Are you kidding me. I love you all so much and thank you very very much!
Revelation~skyler is the name of the mysterious guy aka the one who broke dear Evelyn's heart.
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