Book Of Dark Poems

My Own Personal Hell

I feel sad.
I feel depressed.
I feel upset.

I feel unnecessary.
I feel unloved.
I feel unwanted

I feel heart aches.
I feel nonexistent pain.
I feel destroyed.

I feel inhuman.
I feel like a burden to society.
I feel I am a burden to my family.

I feel scared.
I feel like a coward.
I feel like a nightmare.

I don't like the sad, upset and depressed feelings I have,
Or the uncontrollable urge to believe that I am useless and not needed.
I want the pain that stabs at me to disappear.
I wish I felt as though I was a functioning, needed part of society.
I wish I could walk away from my nightmarish issues I have.
I have trouble coping with who I am, and I don't know how to deal with what I feel.