Was It Really A dream? {Ouat PeterPan FanFic}

Actually Caring

* * One Week Later* *

•Luna•

It's been about four weeks since Edith left, but lately I've been losing my mind, since I let Edith go I haven't been able to feel anything, I have tried everything to feel again but nothing has worked.

I've tried eating but it just comes right back out, the benefits between me and Alex hasn't changed but now instead of getting lost in darkness I see everything but I don't feel it, I have be come dead.

The boys now use me to have sex but I just lay there and wonder if I am even alive, Felix has been the only one that cares and doesn't use me I have persuade him to sleep with me but after we where done he said it was a mistake, which really I didn't care anymore.

I have felt this emptiness for days, weeks maybe months but I lost track after the depression took over me on the day that I had to lose my only family left.

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"Luna you need to eat something, your really skinny and I'm worried." I looked up at Felix with a worried but also sad pale face, he was right I haven't eaten much so now all you can see it my bones with thin pale white skin.

I nodded and forced to eat the meat and potatoes, Felix sat next to me to comfort the numb feeling in my body, "So what's on today's menu?"

"Pan is giving everyone tasks then going to the far side of the island to do some businesses then a celebration."

"I see, so does Pan know that I'm over here?"

"Indeed, he sent me here to help you eat and to tell you that you need to see him."

I nod as I finish the last bit of my food, we walked back to camp in silence, he grabbed my hand to assure me that everything is ok but really he knows it isn't and I do too.

We came into camp and saw everyone working and some practicing targets, I looked over at Felix until he gave me a small smile and nodded to Pans tree house letting me know he is in there.

I walked up the latter with my weak body until I walked inside and watched him turn around eyeing my looks before he had a confused and concerned face before thinking of what to say.

"What is it you need?"

"I wanted you to come up here to ask you some questions, before I leave momentarily."

I nod for him to continue as I stood there crossing my arms, "Well..... I see you have changed..."

"I didn't come here for a therapy session so spit it out."

"I-" before he could finish I ran to the bathroom emptying my stomach, I new I wasn't pregnant since the time stands still but really I couldn't care.

"Luna! What is happening with you?" I heard Pan charge into the bathroom, I wiped my mouth and stood up flushing the toilet before shaking my head.

"Nothing, it's fine." I started walking to the door but Pan blocked me from leaving.

"Luna talk to me, you haven't been yourself you lost all joy and happiness in your eyes."

Anger rose in my veins remembering it's because of my ruthless parents and him, "I never had happiness! I lived a life of suffering and pain! Not only from my parents but because of YOU!" I screamed, I started to punch him in the chest and kick him.

After about a minute over my breakdown I fell to the ground in tears, I felt arms wrap me into a hug " shh... it's ok."

"No its not Pan! I lost everything, I have no feeling anymore."

"Shhh... let it all out... I'm here."

I cried and cried until I had no tears left, I looked up at Pan to see him looking broken and hurt "why do you care all of sudden? If it's just a game then kill me because I can no longer take this numbness." I said in almost a whisper.

"Because seeing you like this has changed me, when you first came here you changed this island to a more happier place, before you came we had no sun, it was always black sky's or grey clouds covering the sky, but now it's a hole new place, I have been an ass hole but that's because my demon shadow had taken over me to get rid of you but your making him weak."

I looked at him dumbfounded, I couldn't decide if he is just using me to fall in love with him so he could shatter the last bit of me or he is telling the truth..

One way to find out....

Hey everyone! I'm back and here is some action but also pretty deep depression going on but trust me I'm not feeling that way but if anyone else is.... I'm sorry and here to talk.

P. S. Comment your favorite OTP so far! In my opinion I can't decide since it's been a confusing run so far but I guess we will have to find out on who Luna closes.... it may be Peter or maybe a new lost boy!!(;

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