Was It Really A dream? {Ouat PeterPan FanFic}

Figuring This Out

Luna's Pov~

I have been in the deep hole of depression for days now, everything is still the same like everyday where the lost boys take advantage of me but really I don't fight back because I need to feel something, hell anything, I have gotten back to my old habits of cutting and smoking but it still hasn't change.

I was walking threw the forest looking for wood since I got assigned to get it, when I picked up a stick I started to hear cracking noises every movement I make, I shrug it off hoping it is a big animal that will kill me, I grabbed some more wood until I felt hands on my waist and a breath blowing onto my neck.

I knew it was one of the boys though I don't care much of who it is but I hope they leave soon since I am too tired to do much today, I felt his lips slowly pressing against my neck and shoulder then below my ear until it stopped " Luna." he said huskily.

" Yes?" I sigh

" Come on lets do a quick one while the boys are distracted." he whispered, he then nibbled on my earlobe, though I don't feel like it today since Jonathon had his turn an hour ago.

" I'm to tired right now, can't you wait until later?"

" No, we are doing it now." he growled as he shoved me to the ground and stripping me of my pants then his, I was too weak to fight back at this point since it takes so much energy but I guess I get forced to do it and that leads to rape but no one cares in this island.

" Please stop." I pleaded but that only made him growl and whipped me around like like I was a sack of potatoes then took me again, but this time he started to slap my butt and said 'this is what you get for not listening' I think, I wasn't paying much attention because I just zoned out waiting for it to stop.

Once it was finally over I pulled my pants up and crawled to a tree and laid there while I silently cried....

Peter's Pov~ (supersize! here is Peters Pov, enjoy!)

Luna... her name distracts me from everything and is making me weak because I have started to feel things for her, sympathy, sadness, and disappointed about myself because I let these things happen on my island.

The only reason I now shut her out and act like I don't care is because my shadow has been taking over me to complete my mission of finding the heart of the truest believer, but the other reason is because if I don't get that heart before I will die from the love I have for her.

I have loved her for many years but I try to shut it out like it was never there so I can finish my mission then figure out if that will cure the love so it keeps me living rather then dying.

*** Flashback***

It was finally my 147 birthday, the boys and I had nothing special to happen today because like very year it was the same but today I have decided that I am going to visit the other realm by myself rather then sit around not doing much since I gave the boys the day off.

I flew over the big city of the real world watching the lights flicker off other things making everything brighten up.

While I was soaring through something caught my eye, I got closer and noticed a little girl at the age of 5 or 6 sitting there in the grass wearing a cute pink dress with her brown locks in pigtails, but what I notice the most was she was crying and shivering.

I flew down to her standing in front of her, I bent down on one knee while she looked up at me with tears still running down her eyes, she looked pale, her lips where turning purple and blue while she was shivering.

" Don't fear child, tears don't help, be strong and hope for someone to help." I say with a smile while wiping the tears off her ice cold skin.

I took off my jacket leaving me in my while long sleeve shirt, she tried to stand up and walk over to me but she was weak from being out here for who knows how long

When she came up to me, she wrapped her tiny arms and hands around me, I smiled and wrapped my jacket around her while I picked her up and sat her on my lap after I sat down with my legs crossed, after a while she stopped shivering and light snores came I knew she fell asleep.

*** Flashback end***

I smile remembering that year I found her, I never have done that for anyone but something attracted me to her but after I brought her back to her home I have kept tabs on her waiting for her to grow up and I can tell her how long I have waited and tell her I have loved her since that day.

Get over it that was years ago, we have a job to do! my inner shadow yelled then giving me a sharp long pain in my heart making me fall to my hands and knees until it stopped, I have to do this soon or I will lose my chance to ever tell her.

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IMPORTANT NOTE!!!

I know I haven't posted in a while its just because I have lost interest in all of this though Robbie kay is adorable, but I will be finishing this book but this is going to be my last book I write about Robbie kay.

I hope you all understand but enjoy the rest of the book and I hope you enjoyed it as I did(:

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