Dolan twin imagines

Fights ( Ethan )

Throughout this past week Ethan and I have been fighting a lot, and it's just over stupid stuff as well. I hate fighting with him because I love him but I don't  know how much more of it I can take, I have been hurt too many times for me to make stupid decisions. Every time I get hurt a piece of my heart goes with it therefore I'm running out of time to trust people before I'm completely broken.

Yes, yes I'm that one of those girls who have trust issues, but can you really blame me I have grown up around heartbreak. I haven't seen 1 relationship that has triumphed through all the ups and downs. They  have all crumbled at some point.

I didn't want eth and I to be that way, I wanted us to be different, the ones that actually stayed together and truth be told I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. But everything changed on that 1 night when he made the decision .......

As I sat on the couch in the basement of the dolans house in yet again another fight with Ethan, but this fight was different i couldn't fight back I was defenceless. He kept yelling and yelling about stuff... so much so that I wasn't even paying attention at this point. I looked up at him but he just stood there pacing the floor while rubbing his temples he eventually spoke again but with a softer tone " I think we should break up" as soon as I heard those words fall from his mouth I felt something break whether it be my heart, my mind or my person as whole, all I know is that I know I would never be the same again.

I left the Dolan residence that night and all I could think was it hurts that I can't be what he needs, what he wants. It hurts I can't be what I want nor need, I'm not good enough for him, for me, for anyone. I will never be close to enough and that's what caused the final piece of my heart to break.

* Ethan's p.o.v*
I had to, I just had to. We had been fighting a lot and it was all caused by me, I didn't like seeing her upset but I had to do something so that she wouldn't be suspicious because if she knew she would hate me, not that I don't think she already does from my actions today but it would have been worse. It took me 3 months for her to fully trust me and I have just shattered all of that; I feel pain in what I have done to her today because I regret every part of my life that didn't involve y/n but my life just doesn't want to see me and her go any further; i didn't want myself for it to go any further, I couldn't have someone else in my life look and feel devastated because of me. But maybe I regret my decision of ruining my entire life in the span of of an hour.

*your p.o.v*
That day I lost my smile and to be honest I don't know if I will ever get it back.

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I also think I need to write happier imagines ahha!