Guardian angel ( Grayson )

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*Grayson's  p.o.v *
Hospitals suck. I have been sitting in this stupid white room with bland walls and no windows for 6 hours now. Honestly I'm just waiting now aren't I?
Waiting for my wings to arrive....
But I can't go yet..... I'm not ready.

*your p.o.v*
Grayson has been really sick lately and we don't know what's wrong with him, the doctors are saying he might be dieing and they are trying to save him but they aren't telling us what wrong- well me at least and whenever I ask Grayson he said he doesn't want to talk about it, I'm trying to respect his wishes but that's getting harder for me. I don't want to see him go, a world without Grayson is a world I don't want to see. we're trying to get through it day by day but things have come up that are going to make it harder.

312 was his new room the nurse told me......That's in the cancer ward..... With tears in my eyes I found my way to his new room. I walked down the hall to the last room, he was just lying there in his hospital gown but he still looked himself; he has his hair placed messily under his favourite pink hat and had hair coming out from the hat that looked like little wings. little did I know those weren't going to be his only wings......
( disclaimer, I know that Ethan is the one with wings in his hair but this description suited the storyline)

* Graysons  p.o.v *
•knock.knock•
She was standing there in the door of my hospital room she was crying but all I could do was stare taking in all her beauty not knowing if this would be the last time I would ever be able to or not.
She entered and sat in the chair next to my bed grabbing my hand, " Grayson why are u here." She said worry visible in her voice. " y/n I have leukaemia" I whispered.  She Just looked at me in shock tears forming in her eyes. " I would've told you sooner but I was afraid of loosing you" I said now crying, " Grayson I'm never going to leave you I love you way to much for that to ever happen-" she was crying and looked nervous so I gave her a reassuring look. "- Grayson I'm pregnant with your baby, so there's no way your getting rid of me." She said in a whisper and laughing a little at the end. I looked at her in shock but I felt extremely happy, there is going to be a mini me or a mini her!
" I'm going to be a dad!!!" I yelled
Y/n had a look of relief on her face but I could tell beyond that she was upset about my cancer and the fact that I'm dying, but in that moment was one of the times I have been happiest.

* 8 months later *
Throughout the 8 months Grayson had become weaker and weaker, after 7 months they called it and he now basically lives in the hospital. He's bedridden due to the fact he can't move that well by himself.
*Your p.o.v*
Grayson and I spent everyday together whether it was in the hospital or not,we wanted to spend as much time as we could together before it was his time to fly.
We talked about his cancer which he told me it apparently ran in his family I cried for ages and I still do occasionally but we have bigger brighter things to look forward to! There was always worry in the back of my mind because we don't know when Grayson's wings are coming but we just hope he gets to see the baby before he leaves.

* Grayson's p.o.v*
I give myself little pep talks everyday ptelling myself just to hang in there, don't give up on me body, I need to be here, just for now I need to see my baby before I leave, y/n is due in 3 days I just have to hang in until then.

* 3 days later *
Yup right on schedule, " I'm going into labour Grayson." I screamed, luckily we were already in the hospital, the nurses and doctors came in and took me to have my baby, I was so excited!!!  I wish Grayson  was with me but he's in a state where he can't walk anymore and it hurts to move at all so the doctors have him bedridden.
*****
The birth was a success, we had a baby boy and his name is Noah; Grayson's choice. I was making my way back to Grayson's room in a wheelchair with Noah in my arms and Noah was already is a spitting image of Grayson. When we arrived Grayson looked so sick like more than he did before I left but he still had that beautiful smile on his face.

*Grayson's  p.o.v*
I could see them coming down the hall, y/n looking gorgeous holding a baby wrapped in blue! Yes it's a boy!
I was cheesin so hard. She came in and gave me Noah, I chose the name because I thought it was a good name  and it suits our little baby boy.  He looks like me! " now I will always have something to remember you by gray." Y/n said. I held him for 20 minutes and even gave him my favourite pink hat before I felt myself going, my wings have arrived.......
Noah got taken out of the room, so it was just y/n and I. I knew this was coming today and so did the doctors but I couldn't tell y/n that, she had enough on her plate with Noah arriving she didn't need me in the back of her mind as well. I'm just glad I'm with her in my dying moments and I got to see our beautiful baby boy.
I was holding her hand, we were both crying, she knew and I knew it was my time. " baby girl I love you and I will always protect you even if I'm up in the sky, nothing will ever harm you or Noah, I promise; I love you both, never forget that." And with my final words to ever be spoken..... I am gone my wings have come and I'm looking down from above, I will never leave them, they will always have a guardian angel.

*Your p.o.v*
" I love you too Grayson...." I said between silent tears. I knew it was coming, he knew it was coming we just had to power through for a little while. But the good thing now is he's in no pain and can live a good life up there.
He was gone, he had died but I know he will always be by my side he promised.

We had a funeral later that week, words were said and he was buried.

Nobody will ever love me like Grayson did and I will never love anybody like I loved Grayson. He was my soulmate, and in my life I couldn't have asked for a better person to have a child with and love for the rest of my life.

-1 year later-
Noah looks more and more like Grayson everyday. I will always have a reminder of Grayson in my life and I am grateful for that.
I still feel Grayson all around us, like when Noah starts crying something happens to make him laugh or smile and I know for sure that it is Grayson. The craziest thing is though I feel him hug me and kiss my cheek even though he's not here in person. It's like Grayson isn't even gone like he's still with us....
His wings have been kind to him and have let him stay and protect us, so even though he's gone in person he is not gone in spirit.

Grayson Dolan will forever and always be our guardian angel.😇

So this is a long Grayson imagine and I'm sorry if  it was too long but I hope it was worth it, I'm not sure if I like this one that much so it may be deleted but If u liked it then you can vote and comment and yeah 😘😊

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