Unconditionally

Chapter 3

Kelli's POV
Fear. It's an unpleasant emotion caused by being afraid of something, whether it be dangerous, painful, or in your mind. I feared drowning, and being kidnapped, and I now feared this person who was in my room, like a creeper. The guy's hand stayed cupped around my mouth and I felt him lean in to my ear.
"I've missed you." I felt a shiver run down my spine and I kicked my leg out, hitting the guy right in the thingy, making him groan and let go of me. I quickly moved away switching on my light and grabbing the nearest thing by me, a brush. Great, like that's going to stop a murder, or kidnapper, or rapist, or whatever this person is from doing whatever they want to me. I whirled around and dropped my brush when I saw Billy holding his crotch and his eyes watering.
"What the hell are you doing being like a big creep in my room?" I put my hands on my hips, my blood pressure rising. Billy coughed and stood up as straight as possible,
"Oh, I thought I'd get a 'Hey boyfriend! I've missed you!' Instead I got a kick to the balls." He groaned. I scoffed,
"How dare you say that! Like you have been acting like a good 'boyfriend' to even be called that. You've been such a douche bag; I thought you'd get the memo that we weren't a 'thing' anymore." I yell and he bit his lip, but didn't lose eye contact with me. "I know I have been a really, really bad boyfriend but, I've been doing stuff to get something. It's been really hard on me Kel, and well... I haven't really had much time for anything, I haven't seen anyone for­"
"So you haven't seen anyone? Not from what I heard from people and myself. Who is this girl you've been with?" I question.

Billy stood there and his face masked different emotions, a guilty face showed and then was gone as soon as it came, but a frustration was left and he came closer to me.
"She's nothing Kel. She's just a friend. I've missed you, don't you know? I want to be with you and only you, but I don't think you can see that because you've been so full of yourself just thinking about me 'cheating' on you. Well when you finally wake up from your world call me and let me know." He got closer with every sentence and by now he was standing no more than five inches away. Billy seemed more muscular, bigger, and well scarier. He definitely had been working out, his hair grew out just enough so it could flop over his forehead, and his five o'clock shadow made him look extremely sexy. No wonder why that girl would want him... I scrunched my nose and glared at him, "Me? Wake up from my world? You don't even know me anymore Billy, you've barely even talked to me since I've been gone, and I heard that girl on the phone. How many times have you slept with her?!" I yelled pushing his chest.
"Never. I've only slept with you." I pushed his chest again, feeling the tears pour over my eyelids.
"Yeah right! You're such a liar­" I couldn't finish my sentence because he cut me off by grabbing my wrist and pulling me into him. His lips came down onto mine and flashbacks of when he did this in high school came back to me.

The warm feeling I got when he first kiss me to now be gone, but I was more hurt for that emotion to come over me. I pushed him away.
"Go Billy." I whisper. He took a step closer but I backed away,
"Babe..."
"Billy, please, just leaves. I think we need some time apart, maybe we can fix things out after college."
"After?! I'm not the one wanting to give up Kel." He turned away, I knew he let a tear out, and he just didn't want me to see it.
"Let's just work this out, right now." I shook my head,
"You might have not been the one wanting to break up, but I know I'm not the one who caused this." I say. Billy nodded,
"I understand that, but please. I can explain as time goes on."
"Time has never stopped Billy. I'm sorry..." I sobbed,
"Please leave." I heard a sniffle come from Billy as he turned to leave. Instead of walking to the door he walked over to my window and opened it.
"What are you doing?" I felt my stomach drop. Was he really going to kill himself?
"Well I came in through this way, hoping to be romantic, but I guess it just wasn't worth it." Billy left after that. I went over to the window and watched as he made his way to his hummer with his hands tucked into his pockets. I wiped away the tears that kept coming and shut and locked my window, and drawing the curtains.