Previously...
"Could you please leave sir I have to talk to her in private." The doctor said. Billy nodded and kissed me ok my forehead
"I'll come back" Billy said. I nodded and he walked out. I looked at the doctor waiting for the news he has to tell me.
Kelli's POV
"Well Miss Berglund when you was unconscious we ran a few tests and it happens to be that you have got blood cancer."
Once those words came out of the doctors mouth I felt like I died. 'You have got blood cancer' just repeated in my head. I can't express my feelings oh how I am feeling right now but the only thing I can say is that I'm scared. I'm scared as fuck. What if Billy leaves me because I've got cancer? What if I die and don't make it? That will make everyone upset and I don't like it when people are upset.
"Are you okay Miss Berglund?" the doctor asked.
"Umm yeah. Can you just do me a favour?" I asked.
"Of course" he said.
"Can you please not tell anyone from my family or friends that I have cancer it will just break their hearts and I do not want them to see that" I said as tears started to flow down my cheeks.
"I'm sorry Miss Berglund but it is crucial for us to tell your family or friends that you have cancer because cancer is a terrible illness which your family have to know about because that is the only way we can proceed with your surgeries." He said said.
"Okay I understand." I said looking down.
"Will I die?" I asked.
"I can't really tell you right now but don't worry Miss Berglund you are a strong girl who will beat cancer. Not many people die with blood cancer but some do. We will try our best to help get rid of your cancer." He said and I nodded. I started twiddling my fingers, not knowing what to do next.
"Well I have to go and contact your family and I will tell you and your family about what is going to happen in the future because you will need to have surgeries medicine and all that stuff which will help you stay alive" He said and I nodded.
Then the doctor walked out, closing the door behind him. Now I was alone and the only thing that I'm thinking right now is that Should I just kill myself?
I wiped the tears from my cheeks but my tears carries on flowing down my cheeks. The more I wiped my tears away the more tears will come out my eyes. I'm really scared and I don't know what to do. Nobody would like to be in the position I am in right now. Nobody would like to have cancer because it's a horrendous disease.
I saw a stethoscope which was in a shape of a rope. What if I strangle myself to death? I don't know what to choose death or stay alive? If I die then it's going to peaceful and I won't be in pain at all, but my family and friends will be mourning over me when I'm dead. However if stay alive I will have to suffer and go through all those surgeries and also my friends and family will be concern about me at all times. So either way my family and friends will be hurt. But if I die now they can just get it over and done with because if I stay alive they will be concern then and if I die they are going to be crying meaning. URGGHHHH why is this decision so hard??
I looked at the stethoscope and then looked down. I got up from the bed and my bare feet touched the cold floor making me shiver a bit. I walked slowly towards the end of the bed where the stethoscope was located. I slowly picked it up and wrapped it loosely around my neck. I started pulling it tighter and tighter and tighter....
Kelli has cancer :(:( I'm sad:(:(
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Random(Sequel to Hottie Alert) Kelli Berglund is now living in New York, a couple hundred miles away from her friends and family. Billy and her relationship is still going strong as they both attend college and work full time. Life seemed to be going good...
