Paper Hearts (Re-write)

Chapter 9: friendly friend(s)

Y/n: is that selfish of me mother?

Mom: I'm not going to lie to you.  From what you tell me, you wanted to use the boy to not feel alone. It kind of is. But you're not alone, You have Myungsoo and this Jungkook. Oh and seul-gi

Y/n: yes that's true. I don't know. It's just different.

Mom: hmm... When was the last time you felt something towards someone?

Y/n: junior year of high school because I told myself to dedicate myself to school. But there is this guy I've met. But that's nothing.

Mom: you want to know what I think.

Y/n: yes

Mom: this guy you are talking about. It's that Hoseok, right?  I think when you met him, it just brought back all the memories of having that someone who just takes your breath away and since you learned he wasn't single. You needed to pin those feelings on someone, and Jimin was the best fit.

Y/n: I don't have feelings for Hoseok.

Mom: lying to yourself isn't going to help. Anyways, You should go to sleep, honey. It's almost 3 in the morning.

Y/n: can you sleep with me? I really missed you a lot.

Mom: if only if it helps you sleep.

I lay back down on my bed not bothering to cover myself with the blankets. My mom lays beside me. I turn to face her so that we're nose to nose. I ignore the coldness coming from her. I close my eyes and pray to God my mom is still here when I wake up.

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Myungsoo: y/n! Hey wake up!

His hard grip on my shoulders and his violent shaking wakes me up.

Y/n: what! What is it?

I jump up hitting his forehead with mine. We both groan in pain.

Y/n: ow. What the fuck Myungsoo. That hurts.

Myungsoo: why didn't you answer your phone? You didn't show up for class or the bakery!  I was scared Jimin did something to you. I don't trust that guy. He's too charming plus his orange hair. Who dyes their hair such an odd color?

Y/n: what time is it?

Myungsoo: the time? I almost had a heart attack and you want to know the time?

Y/n: Myungsoo, what time is it?

Myungsoo: it's almost going to be 6

Y/n: what? Where is my phone? I-I can't believe I slept in.

Myungsoo: what happened last night? I bet you don't even remembered what happened. Did he drug you? Oh god, he drugged you! I knew I should've not let you go on that stupid date. When I see him I'll bash his face in.

Y/n: Jesus Myungsoo. He didn't drug me. Calm down. (Gulp)

Myungsoo: then what happened? This isn't something you would do.

Y/n: nothing happened. Jimin walked me home, we said goodbye kind of.

Myungsoo: what do you mean kind of? Did you two kiss goodbye or something.