Paper Hearts (Re-write)

Chapter 25: who(ya)?

Y/n: you love me?

Hoseok: yes. yes I do.

I mean I had people love me like parental love and such. But this is from a man. Wow, the way I worded it. I'm so inexperienced in this. But what I do know is this affection I have for Hoseok is love as well

Hoseok: you have been quiet for while now. say something.

Y/n: Hoseok.

Hoseok: yes

Y/n: I love you too.

It's as if weight has been lifted from off his shoulders. He exhales deeply and then smiles bigger than the sun itself. He grabs my face and directs me towards him. He plants many kisses on my lips. I giggle in response instead of kissing him back.

Y/n: seokie,let's go inside now

Hoseok: seokie? (making fun) What's that?

Y/n: it was your nickname but not anymore.

Hoseok: (chuckles) Bum, Let's go inside.  I'm going to spend the night again.

Y/n: again? You might as well live here.

Hoseok: we just said the 'L' word, lets not move too fast.

Y/n: you're the one who said it first.

Hoseok: Actually it was you.

Y/n: no. I said who wouldn't love you as in like in general.

Hoseok: yeah sure

Y/n: I'm so serious right now. I really meant it that way.

Hoseok: yup

Y/n: you were the one who made passionately love to me the second after. So whos moving too fast??

I quickly get out the car before he gets to respond. I walk to my door taking my keys out of my purse. I hear the car door close behind me.

Hoseok: Okay but you enjoyed it. Every filthy second of it.

I choke on the air and all he does is laugh in response.

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The faint crying is what woke me. But my definition of being awake is opening my eyes and having control of my body. I couldn't do either. My eyes sewn shut and my body feels restrained to this bed.

Woman's voice: Its been a year now y/n. You have to wake up soon.

Its this lady talking to me again. who is she?

Woman's voice: I cant say good bye to you. I know you're there. Just please a sign.

Her voice is getting clearer from the first time I heard it. I feel warmth on my right hand. Immediately after, my hand twitches at the heat nd contact. I moved!

woman's voice: Y/n! I knew you were still there. I need to go get the doctor.

The warm from her hand disappears. Now its back to being cold. Back to being alone. I'm back in a state of unconsciousness.

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I feel a shiver of cold go down my spine. I shiver and pull the blanket on me. I keep having the same type of dream. It's replacing the hallucinations which is good. I think. However these dreams always leaves me leaving uncomfortable. I get another shiver. Can this blanket warm me up now. I turn to my side facing my wall. It's too early to be awake. I should go back to sleep. Another shiver, especially in the hand she touched. I feel the bed move. Hoseok puts his hand on my side then around me.