Paper Hearts (Re-write)

Chapter 18: growing closer

( two months later)

I spin in circles in my office chair, staring at the ceiling. There is work to be done and yet I'm here procrastinating. Good thing school is officially done so I don't have to worry about that. My head starts to hurt from the dizziness but I realized that say 'ah' while spinning helps with the pain. Sort of.
I hear someone clear their throat and I quickly stop. I slowly turn myself around toward the door, seeing the new baker standing at the door way. I awkwardly laugh. My vision is still blurred.

Y/n: good morning Mia

Mia: having fun?

Y/n: not really actually.

Mia: here just focus on my face. It will help with the dizziness.

I do as she says. Turns out Mia is half Korean. She just lived in America all her life until she had the opportunity to study abroad. Her dad taught her Korean at a young age,thats why she's so fluent in it. She got a lot of features from her mother so I would have never guessed she was half Korean. Mia is so pretty too. When I first saw her for the interview, I was a bit jealous. I still am but we're friends now so I can deal with it now. My vision is starting to get better.

Y/n: so what was so important that you had to interrupt my spinning?

Mia: hey you weren't have too much fun so I did you a favor. Anyway, jungkook and I thought it would be cool if we can have a picnic thing. For all the staff to come, of course.

Y/n: yeah why not.

Mia: okay good because we already planned it! we reserved a table at the amusement park for this Friday!

Y/n: What! Um okay. Yeah that's sounds perfect actually.

Mia: (bakers name) said he was bringing his family with him. Jungkook is bringing his friends. I'm bringing mine and well seulgi is bringing myungsoo. So be welcome to bring anyone.

Y/n: okay thank you. Just email me the info and stuff

Mia nods and leaves my room. I sit back in the chair. Well, is there anyone else I can bring? Seulgi is already bringing Myungsoo. Besides, that ass is still being distant with me. He hasn't been giving me an attitude lately which is good. Also, he was helping around the bakery. He would usually help me out up here in the office but recently when he helped he was mostly hanging out with jungkook. But when seulgi started working, he stopped coming around. We all three still hang out from time to time , but it's different somehow. Myungsoo must be going through something. I just wish he could talk to me about it. It's like the day I went to his house all over again. He doesn't want to talk to about it. I think back to the question: who am I going to bring? Hoseok? We have been a lot close lately. Meeting at the studio during our days. We having been having so many moments together. From hoseok hugging too long to midnight drives. I'm starting to believe what seulgi said at the diner, Hoseok having feelings toward me. He has been really clingy. Not that I don't mind. I've been enjoying every bit of it. But a certain part of my brain won't allow me to believe it. There are nights where that part of my brain controls every thought. And all the thoughts keep me up sometimes. But good thing mom is there to help me sleep. I'm getting too sidetracked. I focus back to the original question once again. Laura said jungkook is bring his friends that should include hoseok. I guess I should just bring myself. I'm so excited. I haven't been at the amusement park in so long. I almost forgot the thrill of the rides. I shriek from excitement and start spinning again. Why am I so happy today? I do the 'ah's to help with the pain again.