Always (A One Direction Fanfiction)

Chapter One: Reappear

"Kellie, would you get down here please!! this stupid computer won't send my mail!!" my mum screamed from downstairs. I groaned and got up from my bed.

My sweet, sweet bed.

I checked the mirror before going downstairs. I had wavy, dirty blonde hair that went past my chest, sky blue orbs with specs of purple and emerald around my iris, I was about 5'7" and my weight was normal, for an 18 year old girl.

I had put college on hold (for now) since I haven't realized my calling. yet.

I will find something to inspire me. I want to find my purpose soon, though.

My mum is being really supportive about this and is telling me to take my time, but I don't want to be so dependent on my mum all the time.

I quickly run downstairs and see my mum in the living room literally trying to shove white envelopes into the computer screen. I burst out laughing. "Mum. what. in. bloody. hell. are. you. doing" I said in between fits of laughter, "TRYING TO SEND MY MAIL THROUGH THE INTERNET! WHAT DOES IT LOOK LIKE I'M DOING?" she said, making me laugh even harder.

After about an hour of teaching my mum how to send an e-mail, I went back to my room and saw that there was someone was calling my phone. I quickly picked it up and saw that it was Logan calling.

After that day I never really trusted anyone.

That was until Logan broke the barrier I shielded around myself.

A year ago he finally told me he liked me and he asked me out (of course I liked him too but I was just too shy to tell him).

Ever since that day, Logan has always been a gentleman and he always made time for me, even if he is a celebrity. (unlike someone I once knew).

And yes. Logan is none other than Logan Lerman.

I'm pretty lucky, aren't I?

I answered the phone call, "Hello?" I said.

"Hey babe! I miss you so much!! I haven't seen you since two weeks ago!" Logan said, fake sobbing.

I giggled "I miss you too!! so much! AND who's fault is it that we haven't seen each other? you're the one always filming" I said with a sad smile.

"aw, I'm sorry! I really really really want to go out with you, but I can't right now. I promise we'll go out sometime this week, alright? don't be sad please. I hate being the reason you get sad." he said. I smiled.

He is too sweet.

"Well, you better. or I might just find myself another boyfriend." I said jokingly.

"Aw but you won't find anyone better than me won't you?" he said, and I can just imagine him smirking like an idiot right now.

I sighed "nope nope nope. I'm just kidding! I love you so much!"

"I love you more! well I've got to get filming now but I promise we'll have a super cheesy, super romantic date soon, okay?" he said.

"okay, bye! have fun!" I said. Both of us hanging up at the same time.

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I walked to my closet and took out a blue jersey that said california 27, a pair of highwaist shorts, and a black beanie. I stepped out of my room and went to the bathroom. I lit a few candles and filled the bath tub with warm water and bubbles. I stepped into the bath tub and just laid there. After a few minutes, I slipped out of consciousness and into dream land.

"kells, you're beautiful, you know. You're the most beautiful girl I've ever laid eyes on" he said to me while grinning. I just stared at him. "Have you finally gone mad? oh god. You're too young for this!! noo" I said while fake sobbing. "ha. ha. you are so funny Kellie, I swear." he said sarcastically. "but I was not kidding." He said very seriously. I just stuck my tongue out at him like a five year old, hoping he wouldn't notice that I was blushing.

I woke up from that memory. I miss him. but I hate him.

I looked at the clock and saw that it was already 1' o clock? oh god, I've been sleeping in the tub for an hour??

I got out of the tub and drained the water from it. After drying myself with my green towel. I quickly put on my clothes and beanie, and went back to my room to put on my foot socks, and my black keds and ran downstairs to the kitchen. I saw my mum sitting at the bar, enjoying a glass of wine. My mum still looks so beautiful even after years of being my mother.

Mum has light hazel hair that ends just below her collarbone, blue eyes with specs of green, and a very fit body.

I don't know how anybody could leave her. Especially since she had me at the age of 19, and still managed to found two of the biggest companies around the world. (even if she didn't know how to send an e-mail)

"Mum? can I have some money, please?" I said with my best puppy dog eyes.

"what do you need money for? and have you even eaten lunch, young lady?" my mum said, with a smirk.

"Well to answer your questions, I need money because I am seriously craving for Taco Bell and because I haven't had my lunch yet." I said, returning the smirk.

"Hmmm. alright, here's twenty bucks, don't spend it all alright? and only spend it for food, okay? NO SHOPPING" my mum said with a grin, handing me the twenty dollars.

I accepted it and hugged her. "Hell yeah!! thanks mum" I said while kissing her on the cheek.

"Bye, love youu mwa mwa" my mum said, making kissing noises. I laughed "alright mum, bye love you tooooo" I said, before I left the house.

I live near the mall so I decided to walk there, I need the exercise anyway.

As I was walking, a memory passed through my thoughts.

"Is this how you do it?" I asked worriedly. "Yes, kells. That's exactly how you paddle when riding a bike." he said with a grin. "now I'm gonna give you a little push so you can paddle, and then voilà you'll be biking like a pro, alright?" he said with a wide smile. "What?!? no I can't-" I was cut off by him pushing me, forcing me to paddle. Then I did it. I was really biking. I grinned. This feels like heaven! I feel so free! I turned the bike around and smiled at him. "Thanks for that" I said. He grinned. "No problem! I knew you could do it anyway." he said, making me blush and turn around to continue biking so he wouldn't see that I was blushing over him. oh god, why was I always blushing around him.

I shook the thoughts of my childhood friend, and former best friend out of my head.

As I neared the mall, I noticed there were a couple of girls swarming nando's. I just shrugged and continued heading towards Taco Bell. My stomach grumbled, ugh I'm so hungry. I was walking faster to Taco Bell when I heard footsteps behind me. I turned around to see who it was, and stopped dead in my tracks, my eyes going wide at the boy- or man who stood before me. "Kellie? Is tha- Is that you?" He asked nervously.

It was him.

Authour's note:

Hi! thank you guys for continuing to read! I know it might not be as good as other fanfics but I promise I will do my best! :) byee