Always (A One Direction Fanfiction)

Chapter Nine: Explanation

Harry

"Fuck you" You whisper before the line goes dead.

I stand there in that fucking room, alone, in that fucking building, and slam my goddamn phone on the table, crushing it.

And you were in your room.

In your fucking room.

Alone.

Probably wondering why I did that to you.

I had to do it. I had to.

That's what they told me.

Harry a female best friend won't be good for your new found image!

Harry if Caroline finds out about this girl, don't you think She'll break the arrangement we have with her? We don't want that do we?

The paparazzi will find out eventually Harry. We can't have that.

Think about Louis, Zayn, Niall and Liam. Think about their future.

Think about your future, Harry. they said

I asked them why I had to do it so harshly. They told me I had to do it so you'd hate me, and never try to talk to talk to me ever again, even if I wanted to.

It worked, I guess.

After that day, when I hurt you, after that day when I lost myself, I spent several days locked in my room looking at pictures of you and pictures of us, and texts from you and texts from me, I looked at things that reminded me of you because it hurt.

And I deserved to be hurt.

But you didn't.

I only left that room because otherwise everyone would be so disappointed, and I tried to forget about you.

I tried to forget you.

But I never did. I just kept you and our memories locked in a box, hidden in the facade of my real thoughts.

I missed you.

You hated me.

And that's good, because at least you can try to forget what happened.

You can't try to forget about me.

But I, I can never forget. And the gash on my heart that appeared on that day, never healed.

Because how could I forget the girl who was my world?

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(dedicated to Anna because she is godsent) (I love After sososo much)