#Her

#Her- Part Two

Cyn's POV

It Was Quite Surprising She Was At My Doorstep Since We Haven't Seen Each Other In Months. I Am Not A Rude Ex And To Say Get The Fuck Off My Porch Or Be Disrespectful Because I Loved This Person Unless It Was Needed If Things Get Out Hand. Of Course Erica Being Erica Went Straight To Why She Came Here, Which Was To See King And I've Been Waiting On This Little Guy Since We Got Back Together. He's So Beautiful And Erica Should Be Proud.

As For Erica, She Looks Beautiful As Always And I Would Have Stayed With Her During Birth But I Couldn't Handle Seeing Her Face Without Crying. So I Just Signed The Birth Certificate And Left. I Know People Say Its Wrong And Disgusting To Date Your Student But Really It All Depends On The Circumstances. Erica Is A Hot Head But She Has A Soft Side 7hhi, Which Made Me Fall For Her. I Am Twenty Two And She Is Seventeen Years Old. I Never Wanted This But It Happened. My Ex Husband Ray Tried To Ambush Me But He Was Fucking Prostitutes. Erica Did Some Dirty Things Despite The Fact That We Were Hiding.

That Was Our Last Moment Together Before She Fucked With Shad Moss, Who She Claim She Hated. This Picture Is From My 22nd Birthday Party That Erica Threw For Me. Lol She Wanted To Drink So Bad That Night But She Was Almost Six Months Pregnant And Underage. We Were Together For A Good Year Before Any Drama Occurred But We've Known Each Other For Three Years. I Was A Student Assistant For Teachers During My Spare Classes That I Was Passing. I Lost A Lot Of Friends And Family Because I Loved Her But She Was Worth It.

Erica:" Ahhh Fuckk " She Yells Out That Startled The Baby A Little Bit.

I Hold On To The Baby As I Jog Back Into The Livingroom. She Is Holding Her Stomach And I Notice Her Hospital Band, Which Made Me Realize Something.

Cyn: " Why Are You Here Instead Of Laying Down At Home? You Just Got Out The Hospital" I Tell Her As I Lay Her On Her Back.

Erica:" I'm Fine Okay. I Just Wanted You To See Him And Hold Him At Least Once. You Deserve That After All I've Done" Holding Her Head As Her Eyes Are Closed.

Cyn: " That's Very Nice Of You Think About Me But You Should Be Resting" Sitting Up A Pillow Under Her Back And Head.

Erica: " Matter Of Fac- No And Now That You Are Here You Stay Here" Cutting Her Off As She Tries To Sit Up.
Cyn:" You Rest For A Bit And I'll Take You Home After You Eat" Laying Her Back Down.

Erica: " Why And I Still Have Some Work To Do " She Whines.

Cyn: Because You Just Had A Baby. Secondly I'm A Teacher And Third I Still Do Care About You. Now Please Go To Sleep" I Ask Sincerely As I Gently Stroke Her Cheek With My Thumb Softly.

Erica: " Fine Ms. Santana Bout Only An Hour Okay And Then You Wake Me Up." She Says In A Calm And Obviously Defeated As She Yarns.

It Don't Feel Right When She Calls Me Ms. Santana.

Cyn: " And When You Wake Up I Can Still Help You With Your Work" Putting The Blanket Over Her Body.

She Said Something But I Couldn't Really Hear It. After Sitting Down And Watching Her Fall Asleep I Think About The Good Times We've Had, Me Kissing Her Big Belly That Was Once There...... She Is A Total Package But Truth Be Told She Was And Still Is Hard To Handle And Has Serious Baggage. That Didn't Mean I Called A Quits. She's Misunderstood But There's No Excuse For Her Actions And What She Did To Me. I Accepted Her Being Pregnant Because I Loved Her And The Baby Didn't Ask To Be Here. I Felt King Shift In My Arms Slowly Flickering Open His Eyes. His Eyes Are Amazing. I Admit She Got A Baby Daddy With Good Genes.

Cyn: " Hey Little Guy. You Are Finally Awake For Me. You Are Gorgeous And I Loved You Before You Came Out To See Your Mommy " I Say Cooeing Him As I Smile Looking Down at Him And Caressing Her Nice Cute Little Noise. " Awww" Gushing Over Him As He Faintly Smile.

I Look At Him And Do Wish That I Was There But I Wasn't. He Did Nothing To Me And I Feel Like I Abandoned Him. Even Though It Was For A Day. He Yarns Into My Breast As He Holds On To My Pinky. I Walk Into His Nursery, Which Is Still Up Because I Didn't Have The Balls To Take It Down.

Cyn:"Look At Your Room Bubba" Showing Him Around As I Walk Around.

I Did Make A Mistake That Was Neglecting Him In A Way. Its Not His Fault His Mother Fucked Up. I Sit In The Chair And Hold Him Against My Chest As I Hum To Him. He Looks Up At Me And Gave Me A Big Smile Placing His Hand On My Heart. A Single Tear Of Joy Roll Down My Face As I Place My Hand Of His.

Cyn: " Thank You" I Whisper To Him As I Kiss His Forehead And Pull Him Closer To Me.