I Crave For Her More Than Ever Now But I Cant Never Have Her. I Blame Myself Though Because I Was Too Stupid To Not Realize What A Queen She Really Is. Its Too Late To Fix Or Reconnect Anything Between Us. Only If I Had The Chance To Start Over...
(A/N: I'm Sorry That Last Chapter Was Whack. My Brain Was On Something Else)
Cyn POV
Its Time For Dinner And I Already Hear My Man Running Into The Kitchen With Erica Most Likely Behind Him. They Are Two Peas In Pod.
Erica: " Slow Down Lil Man" Laughing As Jose Drag Her Into The Kitchen With Him.
But I Swear He Had Clothes Before I Walked Out The Nursery.
Erica: " Before You Say Anything He Started Whining Because King Was On My Titties And He Couldn't. So I Let Him Lay On My Chest And Took His Clothes Off Since He Likes Skin To Skin" Burping King As She Helps Jose Into His High Chair. I Swear This Boy Is Gonna Be The Death Of Me.
Cyn: " Okay And Its Cool..We Are Eating Spaghetti Anyways" Fixing Our Plates.
Jose: " Mama!" Jumping And Clapping In His High Chair As He Is Laughing And Smiling.
Cyn: " I Know Big Boy" Laughing At Him As I Put His Food On In The Frig. So His Food Will Cool Down For A Bit. This Boy Love Some Spaghetti And Actually Green Peppers But I Have To Cut Them Up Small For Him. I Already Cut His Meatballs In Half For Him.
Erica: " I'm Going To Do Some Work While He Sleeps. I'll Come Back For My Food" About To Walk Out. I Should Have Saw This Coming.
Cyn: " Now Please Stay " Looking At Her With Pleading Eyes.
She Looks At Jose, Whom Is Mocking Me, But She Still Leaves. Jose Had The Same Look At I Had My Face...Like What The Fuck Just Happened. She NEVER Has Denied Jose. He's Cute As A Button. No One Can. I Didn't Stop Her Though Because Of Many Reasons. I Gave Jose His Food But He Wasn't Eating It And Looked Sad.
Jose: " Wica( Erica) Mama" Swirling His Finger In The Noodles.
I Thought Of The Only Thing I Can Do. Bring The Family Dinner To Her. I Put His Food In A Plastic Container And Put It With Ours On A Tray. Then I Took Him Out And He Ran Into The Living room With Me Behind Him.
Jose: " Nooooo Eat Eat Wica( Erica)" Pushing Her Books Aside As He Climb Himself Into Her Lap.
Erica: " But I Want To Be Smart Like You " Trying To Grab Her Book But Jose Took It From Her.
I'm Laughing Because We All No Jose Is Gonna Win This " Fight". So Why Try Yanno.
Erica:" Cyn!" Glaring At Me.
Jose: " Mama!" Mocking Her.
Oh Now She Needs Me....
Cyn: " You Heard The Kid. Now Both Of Y'all Eat" Sliding The Tray Down To Her As I Eat Mine.
She Looked At Me Like WTF But I Don't Care. She Got Him This Way And She Does Needs To Eat. I Put King Car seat In Front Of Me And Put Him In The Bouncer That I Told Jose To Push Since He Wanted To Be A Big Boy Lol.
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