Erica POV
Erica: "LEAVE ME ALONE! SHE DOES NOT WANT ME BECAUSE OF YOUR FILTH. I'M DIRTY BECAUSE YOU. YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO COME AT ME WHEN I DID ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO YOU! I Am Sorry You Can Get What You Want And Achieve Shit On Your Own. I'm Not Sucking Your Dick Because You Can't Have Your Way With Me* Sobbing* YOU BITCH SUCK THIS!" I Kicked Him In Between His Legs And Walked Out Of The Stadium.
I Try To Keep My Peace But I'm Always Put In A Situation. If It Was For Him To Barge In My Life Out Of No Where. This Would Have Been Different. I Don't Regret My Son But I Regret Raul. I Wanted My First With Cyn And My First With Cyn But It Didn't Happen That Way. I Hear Cyn Knocking On The Door But She Can't Do Anything To Give Me What I Want.Cyn: "Erica Can I Come In Love?" Knocking On The Door. " I Know The Truth Baby. I Know You Were Blackmailed Please Open Up"
Erica: " You What?!" Opening The Door With Tears Down My Face. " You Knew The Whole Entire Time And Still Let Me Think I Fucked Up! You Aren't No Different Than Him And All The Others Cyn! I Did It To Protect Us! So You Can Keep Your Job And As Long As We Were Happy Together" Crying Slamming The Door.
How Dare She Knew But Still Blame Me! I Thought She Loved Me. Only If She Would Have Let Me Stayed Home I Would Have Been Fine With Just King!
Cyn: " Yo * Locking The Door* I Just Found Out Recently And You Better Watch Your Tone With Me Because I'm Not The One Erica Jasmine Mena. You Could Have Talked To Me Like A Woman And A GIRLFRIEND Instead Giving In To Him. If You've Only Came To Me It Wouldn't Have Been This Far. So Don't Blame Me For Shit. Don't Act Brand New Because I've Been Told You To Come Talk to Me But You* Pointing At Me* Kept It A Secret. I Love You And Would Do Anything For You Girl And I'm Here Now. Its Been Months Of Hell Including José. Yes I Know I'm In The Wrong For Missing His Birth And Not Being Their As I Promise But You Broke Many Promises Yourself" Stepping Back From Her Sitting In The Chair.
Erica: "I Just Thoug-
Cyn: " Thought What Erica?! Believe You? Hell Yes I Would Have Believed You But You Lied For So Long It Felt Truthful" Shaking Her Head At Me As She Cuts Me Off.
Erica: " I was Just Trying To Do Something On My Own For You And Without Your Help. I'm Just A Kid To Everyone" Looking Down.
Cyn: " Well Sucking Dick Wasn't Exactly Help Erica And You Know I'm Always Here No Matter What But You Don't Think. I Don't See You As A Kid. I See You As An Irrational Person Growing But There Is Nothing Wrong With Help" Holding My Hands As She Pulls Me Into Her Lap. " Shad Has No Power Over You, You Don't Owe Him Anything, And Grow Some Damn Balls And Use Ekien For Good Instead Of Evil"
Erica: " Who Told You " Looking At Her. What New Rumor About Me Can This Be?
Like What Did I Do To Anyone To Get Trashed This Bad? I Said No To Thirsty Bitches, Fucked Two Girls Out Of The School, And Didn't Still No Body Boyfriend. I Just Had My Son And He Can't Be Around All This.
Cyn: " It Was Just Feeling Erica That Was Confirmed. Shad Is Gonna Get His And Karma Will Hit Him Hard." Wiping My Tears.
Erica: " But You Still Don't Love Me Or Want Me. Our Son Is Only My So-
Cyn: " Whoa Stop Right There Because I Never Stopped Loving Him And He's My Son Still. His Nursery Is Still Up For Him And José Knows He's A Big Brother. For The Last Damn Time I Didn't Stop Loving You Either! I'm Tired Of You Saying That! Fuck Shad! Fuck Raul! You Are My Erica And That's My Fucking Son! "
She Grabs The Back Of My Neck And Smash Her Lips Roughly To Mine. I immediately Responded And Wrap My Arm Around Her. As This Kiss Became Slow And Genuine And Passionate, I Can Taste Her Salty Tears On My Lips As She Softly Holds My Face. She Runs Her Tongue Across My Bottom Lip But I Broke The Kiss Before It Got Heat.
Erica: " No" Shaking My Head As I Pull Away " I Don't Want To Hurt You And José Anymore"
Cyn: " Then Change Erica, Think Before You Act Erica, And Listen To Your Heart Erica*Crying* I'm Here And Not Just A Standing Wall. You Can Come To Me And I Will Be There. If You Need Diapers Bitch I'll Buy Them. The Phone Works Two Ways. When You Work I'll Watch Him. If You Need Some Where To Go Your Spot Is Ready For You On The Bed. You don't Have To Keep Yourself From Me. I'm Not Your Mother But Damn Will Take Care Of You. Being A Singe Mother Isn't Easy. Stop Pulling Away From From Me And Playing Yourself. I Miss You And Want You Home No Matter What Happened Months Ago.* Pressing Her Forehead Against Mine* Do You Understand Whats Coming Out Of My Mouth?
Erica:.............................
Vote And Comment Please and I'm Sorry It Has Been This Long. Should They Get Back Together? What Will Erica Say This Time? Will She Leave Like Before?
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