#Her

#Her- Part Five

Erica's POV

Please Don't Tell Me What I'm Doing Is Wrong. As Much As That It Hurts Me To Hear Him Scream And Cry For Me, I Have To Leave Because I Know If I Stayed I Would Have Done Something We Will Both Probably Regret. I Love That Little Boy As My Own Despite The Fact He Is The Off Spring Of That Low Down Nigga. I Stand On The Porch For A Little Bit Before Getting Into The Car.

Albee: " Come Here Bestfran" Opening His Arms For Me.

I Fall Into His Arms And Cried A River. I Can Still Hear Jose Screaming For Me Linger Throughout My Mind.

Albee:" Baby Girl Let It All Out" Soothing Me As He Rubs My back. This Is Why I Love Him. He Always Come Through For Me.

Erica: " I Had Too Albee But I Never Wanted It To Be Like This" Sobbing Into His Chest As I Grip On To His Shirt.

Albee: " Its Probably For The Best If You Feel This Way Sweetie" Rocking Me Back And Fourth.

Erica: " I Love Them Both But I Don't Want To Hurt Them Again. Leaving Is Always The Hardest" Leaning Back Into The Chair.

Albee: " Then Stay And Be There For That Little Boy Erica. He Needs And Love You Very Much. Cyn Does Too But She's Hurt As Well" Wiping My Tears With His Shirt He Took Off.

Erica: " Its Easier Said Then Done Albee And I Barely Have Self Control Around Her. It Will Just Confuse Her And Me Both. To Be Honest I Don't Have Time For That. Now My Son Is Here And I Gotta Be Better For Him." My Voice Strained Out Once Again.

Albee: " All I Can Say Is Follow Your Heart Baby" Tucking A Strand Of My Hair Behind My Ear. " Now Let's Get You Home Because That Little Cute Devil Is Starting Out The Window Crying His Eyes Out. You Lucky Is Dark" Pulling Out The Drive Way.

Erica: " Leave My Lil Man Alone And I Helped Raised His Bad Ass For A Short Period Of Time" Playing With My Fingers. I Remember Being The First One To Hold Him Because Back Then I Had A Crush On Cyn But Wasn't Major. She Needed Someone And I Was There.

Albee: " You Never Know What Could Happen Sweetie" Holding My Hand.

Erica: " Thank You Albee" Kissed His Cheek As I Faintly Smile.

Albee: " What Are Friends For Babe" Smiling Back In Return.

The Rest Of The Ride Way Home We Drove Back In Peace And I Ended Up Falling Asleep On Shoulder As Always. Car Rides Make Me Sleepy Sometimes And I Feel Tired Still. Jose Can Run You Dry During A Short Period Of Time.

Twenty Minutes Later.............

Albee: " Mami We Are Here Hun " Lightly Shaking Me.

I Sat Up And Stretch For A Good Bit, Which Was A Bit Painful. My Body Feels As If Its Been Hit By A Car But I Feel So Relieved.

Erica: " Thanks For The Ride Albee. You Can Stay If You Like. I Don't Mind The Extra Help" Getting King Out.

Albee: " I Actually Have Plans But If You Nee- No Its Okay Boo. Go Have Fun And Be Careful" Cutting Him Off As I Laugh Softly. " Well You Have A Good Night And Hang In There Love. Hopefully The Odds Will Work In Your Favor!" He Yells Out At Me As He Back Out The Driveway.

What Would I Do Without That Nigga On My Side. He's The Only One Who " Knows" About Me And Cyn. Others Just Assume And I Brush Them Off The Best Way I Can. I Keep My Tongue In My Mouth Unless Someone Thinks They Have The Balls To Say Some Shit To Me. I Put My Stuff Down And Gave My Attention To My Son.

Erica: " Welcome Back Home Buddy" Taking King Out Of His Car Seat.

I Look At Him And See Raul All Over Again But I Love My Boy No Matter What. Raul Is The One Missing Out. I Walk Into His Nursery And There Is A Picture Of Cyn Holding My Belly With A Message At The Bottom Quoting " You Might Be Little Now But One Day You Are Gonna Be A Big Boy. Along Our Path We Will Have Our Happy Times And Sad Times But You Will Always Be Our Little Boy And Loved By Your Mommy And Mama And Brother. To My Young Simba 😘"