#Her

#Her- Part Twelve

Erica POV

Call Me A Coward, Pussy, Bitch, Whore, Or Any Other Name Because They Bout All Mean The Same But In All Honesty, I Was Looking Out For Child That Is Clearly Very Sick Because Of Me And It Hurts Like Hell. She Was The One That Wouldnt Let Me Go Even Though She Was Crying. Don't Get Me Wrong.....I Love Both Children Equally BUT Can't Provide Them Both Same Thing And Cyn Already Has Jose. Like Her Teaching Job And Modeling Don't Pay That Much For A Big Household. In All Honesty, I'm Really Scared And Feel That I Failed As A Parent Already. Maybe They Are Better Off With Cyn And...Raul Or Just I'm Like What I Was Told From The Geico

Cyn POV

Nurse: Okay Now Like I Said Before She Is Little So We Have A Carseat For Her. When She Leaves And Go Home Give Her The Breathing Treatment. It Opens Up Her Pours So She Can Breath. You Will Be Prescribed An Inhaler, The Fluids For The Machine, And A Certain Type Of Milk. She CAN'T Have Soother But Can Have Gentle Because Soother Will Make Her Sick And Have Diarrhea Unless The Mother Is Breastfeeding. Besides That And The Touching When It Comes To Germs, Shes Free To Go. I'll Be Right Back With The Carseat.

Raul: I Really Do Have Two Kids * Gently Touching Her* Are Y'all Together Or....

Cyn: No...Shes Under My Wing Since Her Folks Were Doing Extra And You Weren't There For Here * Avoiding Eye Contact With Him As I Stare At Our Two Kids In My Arms*

Well I Wasnt Technically Lying Because I've Tooken Her Under My Wing And Now Here We Are....Which I have No Idea Where She Ranned Off Too And Raul Couldnt Find Her. She Wouldn't Even Answer Her Cellphone.

Raul: I Wish My Folks Were Like You But I Am Going To Be Better. Tell Erica I'm Sorry For Slapping He-

Cyn: YOU Wh- Bitch You So Lucky We Are Around Children And I Got Kids In My Arms. If You Dare Touch Or Hit Erica Again, You Bet You Will Get Your Wish And Wont Have Anymore Kids Homie. I Swear If You Come Near Her Yo Ass Is Grass And You Better Apologize To Her. If You Want To See Your Kids I'll Be The One Doing The Transaction. You Will Not See Your Kids If You Ever Hurt Or Touch Any Other Female At All. Do I Make Myself Clear? * Pointing At Him As I Look At Him Sternly*

Raul: Fucking Crystal * He Gritted Through His Teeth*

Cyn: Take Yo Ass To The Theater And Be Behave Because If Not You'll Get The Same Punk Ass Shad Got

Raul: Can I Bring My Kids With Me? They Are Mine Miss Santana

Cyn: King Is Under Erica's Custody And Cynthia Is Under Mine....So As Of Now I Suggest You To Leave And You Will See Them When I Get There

Raul: Man This Some Bull

Cyn: Should Have Been There At The Birth

Raul: You Wasnt There Either And i Saw King Thank You Very Much

Cyn: And You Didnt Even Know He Was In The Nicu By Her. I Paid For Her Delivery Room Boy. Just Go Raul And Practice.

He Left And I Felt Relief Because I Was About To Beat His Ass For Putting His Hands On Her. I Dont Give A Fuck About " They Are My Children" And If I Didnt Talk To Him, He Would Have Been A Dead Beat. Man At Least My Baby Daddy Never Questioned Our Son. The Nurse Came In Time With A Big Bag Of Her Stuff And Carseat And We Were On Our Way.

Its Been Twenty Minutes And I Can't Find Erica. Shit I Had Picked Up Jose (Hoe-za) And Still Nothing.

Jose: Mommy Mama * Tearing Up*

Cyn: * Looking Out My Window* Buddy I'm Trying To Find Her Now

Where Would Erica Go If She Wants Peace And Qui-