Our Song (BTS Jungkook X Rapmonster fanfic)

Broken

Namjoon looked at the older waiting patiently, his eyes looking sad and weary, as if he hadn't slept in days. Yoongi nodded his head after taking just one glance at his expression and took a look back into the room before exiting and closing the door. "Let's talk in your room..." said Suga quietly pointing to the closed door across the hall. The two entered the room, and not so surprisingly to the Mint haired, Jungkook was no where to be seen. Rap Monster sat down on his bed and buried his face in his hands, a slight sob and tears soon followed. Yoongi looked sympathetically at the younger and sat next to him, patting his back supportively. He couldn't remember the last time he saw the Leader like this. So vulnerable, so emotional, so....broken. After several good talks with Namjoon, the fellow Rapper knew that he rarely showed his internal feelings and was very good at staying strong on the outside when everyone else was weakened. It was his job, his almost burden that he carried as the "Leader" to keep everyone together when faced with challenges like the Accident. Even when he wanted to cry just as much as them and more. A few minutes passed, before Yoongi asked him softly "What happened, Nam? C'mon...It's alright, you can tell me..." Namjoon inhaled sharply from tears and looked at him, his voice shaky and barely understandable "I-it happened at the shoot, hyung,..."

FLASHBACK (yes another one im sry)

Namjoon adjusted the tie of his uncomfortable suit, his eyes tilted starting directly into the camera. "Drop the right sleeve from your shoulders and stick out you tongue a bit.." the cameraman instructed motioning to the sleeve. The leader did as he was told and followed the instructions to a T. It had been another long and tiring shoot, Namjoon had just finished his individual photos, but the photographer had insisted they do another take with a prop like the other members (roses, cameras stuffed animals, etc.). Even with his protests (mostly due to the fact that he wanted to just be done with the whole thing) the manager somehow convinced him to through with the second round. So he ended up having to walk all the way to the master prop room to get something he could use for the next shoot. It was a smaller room at the end of a long hallway that had tables aligned with boxes labeled for different props.

"Why do I have to do this..." the tired Rapper grumbled under his breath as he searched through the boxes "I just want to go home and hang out with-"

"Hang out with who, Joonie?" a voice suddenly spoke from behind him. Namjoon gasped and turned around, his arms slamming backwards on the table. He saw SeokJin looking at him, although his eyes were glaze over like a predator looking at his prey...he was looking at the younger with lust.

"J-Jin-hyung!" he stuttered for a bit before coughing and regaining his composure "So...do you need something, hyung? I was just in here for my shoot...I can go if you want me to."

Jin smirked and advanced on Namjoon, taking a step towards him "Actually, what I came here for was.." he leaned his face into the other's "You."

The leader's mind momentarily shut down from the older's statement. "Me? He came here for me?" he thought in shock. He gulped, but he was no naive idiot. He knew about the older Vocalist's infatuation with him long before the accident even began. Of course, he had tried to show Jin that he wasn't into the other that way, but it didn't seem to get through to him no matter how obvious he made it.

"Look, hyung..." Rap Monster lightly shoved him away, causing the other to frown "I'm sorry, but I really don't think-"

Jin put his pointer finger over his lips in a 'shush' motion "Namjoon~" he cooed while hovering over the younger "stop playing so hard to get, we both know that we're meant to be. Even the A.R.M.Ys thinks so..." He firmly planted his hands with the rapper's onto the table, almost cornering him against the rectangular surface. The eldest nipped teasingly at the younger's ear, it was enough to make him shiver. That shiver wasn't from arousal, however, it was from a mix of shock, anger, and fear. A part of him was just paralyzed at Jin's direct and sudden moves. And yet another part of him wanted to shove the other off and run away.

In the end, he wasn't able to do either Jin suddenly pushed his lips against his own. It happened so suddenly with almost no warning, that it completely caught Namjoon off guard. The older took this opportunity to slip his tongue into the other's mouth, almost demanding entrance. The Rapper scrunced his eye's together and tried his very best to deny the Vocalist what he relentlessy tried to gain. He didn't want to physically harm his hyung, despite what he was doing, but he had no choice. He placed his arms on Jin's chest and prepared to shove him off with all of his might.

But just as he was about to push his arms outward, he heard the distinct sound of a pen clattering on the ground, and a loud thump soon following. He opened his eyes for a moment, and looked in the direction of the sound. It was Jungkook. And the Maknae wore the most heart breaking reaction on his face that absolutely tore at the Leader's heart. The youngest took one more hurtful glance at the situation, before running at full speed back outside the hallway. Namjoon wasted no time and he quickly shoved off Jin at full force, almost causing the other to fall backwards over another table. But he didn't care, his mind was too preoccupied with Jungkook.

"Jungkook!!" He yelled as he caught a glimpse of the youngest turning around the corner. Rap Monster cursed under his breath and ran after him, "Kookie! It wasn't what it looked like!! Please!! COME BACKKK!!" It was to no avail though as Namjoon knew in his heart that he would never be able to catch up to the athletic younger. Before he could catch up, he saw Jungkook sprint out the door, tears in his eyes. His body couldn't handle it, and the Leader was forced to a slow halt. "Please....No..." he thought desperately as he panted in exhaustion. He slammed his tight fist against the wall, not caring about the pain that seared as a result. After a few seconds he quickly walked outside the building where J-Hope looked confused from the sidewalk to the street.

"Hobi!" he put his hand on the younger's shoulder, still out of breath from the hopeless chase. "Have you seen Jungkook? I really need to talk to him."

Hoesok pointed down the street "You just missed him, he suddenly grabbed Tae and hailed a cab home with him....he looked really down. Is everything OK? What's wron-"

Namjoon fell to his knees, his chest pulling and twisting in all sorts of painful directions. After taking so much patient time and effort to gain the youngest's trust. After delicately comforting, supporting, and nurturing the flower of their relationship. He had all but crushed and suffocated that flower to death in an instant.

END OF FLASHBACK

Yoongi sighed in frustration. He had noticed the eldest's advances toward his friend. You would be a fool not to. But, never in his wildest dreams could he imagine him doing something like this. "So what now? Wheres Jungkook?" he asked slowly, trying his best not to upset the already wounded Rapper.

"After the whole thing was over, Jin went over to his cousin's. Jungkook is currently crying his eyes out in Hobi and V's room. I've tried going in and explaining things to him, but the other two insist that he doesn't want to see me. I get that but....." Namjoon let another sob escape his lips "I still can't believe things got like this...What do I do hyung?" he continued to cry harder than he ever had before

Suga looked at his friend and sighed, allowing his to quite literally cry on his shoulder "I don't know, Nam, I don't know."

SORRY FOR THE SHORT CHAPTER IM A HORRIBLE PERSON IK ;-;. And also I just want everyone to know I have nothing against Jin but there needed to be a climax or where would this go ~{*^*}~ (idk what that was XD) anyway, I hope you enjoyed and please remember to leave a vote and comment any thoughts about this story or chapter. I'll see you guys in the next chapter! Bye~~