Our Song (BTS Jungkook X Rapmonster fanfic)

Stardust

I FINALLY CAME UP WITH AN ACTUAL UPDATE WHICH ISN'T TRASH (I think)

And if any of you were wondering the chapter titles are all over the place because thats just what my mind is telling me to label them xD

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     Jungkook woke up to feel a slight shake from his shoulder. He reluctantly opened his eyes which were still crusted with dried tears to meet with Jimin's sympathetic one's.

     "Kookie~ah..." the older sighed gently "I know that this must be really hard for you, but you owe it to your body to take care of yourself. I've prepared a warm bath for you with lavender scented bubbles and I've already set out a new pair of clothes when your done. After that Tae made you grilled cheese and tomato soup to eat so that you don't starve yourself to death."

Ever since the night after the incident with Namjoon and Jin, the youngest had been holed up in his two best friends' room where he cried in the bed until almost 3 am when his body forced him to sleep. Jimin and V would occasionally tell him how everything was in the "outside world" in between them attempting to cheer him up with video games' and such. The Maknae silently thanked whatever God was generous enough to give him such caring friends he didn't deserve before grabbing the blue spiral notebook and fountain pen which served as replacements for his original journal which he left back at the studio

"Thanks hyung, I really appreciate it. Although, I'm not a little kid anymore so you didn't have to go so far as to make it a bubble bath..."

The Orange-haired chuckled and ruffled the others' hair "I beg to differ, no matter how old you get you will always be my adorable dongsaeng. Now c'mon, get in the tub before the water gets cold."

Jungkook nodded and got up from the cocoon of pillows and blankets he had originally smothered himself in. From there he  walked across to hallway to the bathroom (making sure to carefully tip toe when he was in front of his previous room) and locked the door behind him with a resounding *click*. He then quickly discarded his dirty clothes to the side before testing the tub's water with his big toe. When he was sure that it was warm, the Raven haired boy happily slid into the water with a satisfied "Ahh~".

Steam was already rising into the air, making the atmosphere  much more serene. The lavender bubbles gave off a calming smell which relaxed almost all of Jungkook's nerves in the process. "Jimin was right" he thought "I really did need this" .  Even Jungkook himself had to admit that his physical condition was getting kind of scary. He had become a full on recluse that never even dared to leave the game room..all because of-

a flash of the Pink haired older painfully went through his mind.  The younger physically closed his eyes tightly and forced the image away. A part of him wanted to believe what happened was all a sick dream. That he still had his voice, and that they were all ok, and that Namjoon and him had just stayed......friends.........

..........

No. No he couldn't even think such a terrible, horrible lie. Whenever he laid down in the bed he could almost feel the other's presence right there next to him. Whenever he heard V or Jimin type on their computers, he would remember the Leader who would stay up for ridiculously long hours pouring his heart and soul into composing songs for their fans. When he inhaled the scent of his sweater, the Maknae would be able to smell the slightest hints of his cologne which Jungkook loved.

Namjoon, Namjoon, Namjoon. Everything reminded him of that name and face with the cutest of dimples when he smiled. Jungkook wanted to be with him so badly it hurt. With his mind a muddled mess, the Vocalist absentmindedly got out of the tub and dried himself off. After that he put on the shorts and tank top Jimin had set out for him on the counter and left the bathroom altogether. On his way back to the game room, however, he couldn't help but stop in front of the creme white door in the middle of the hall. It was the door to his room...their room. Jungkook traced his hand over the small chip in the wood near the bottom left corner. It had happened when the dorm was first being moved into. Rap Monster had accidentally scratched it against the railing of the stairs while transporting it. He then moved his hand to the reddish stain near the middle of the door. It had gotten there when jungkook had cut himself while cleaning a broken plate and slammed his hand against the door in panic.

So many memories...and that was just the door. He couldn't even recall how many events just like that had happened INSIDE the room. Just as the thought crossed his mind, the door moved ever so slightly open inward. "The door is open?" Jungkook thought curiously "Hyung always keeps the door closed all the way.."  That was a little known pet peeve that that older had that the younger had never really understood. Quietly, he stepped into the dark room, the light from the hallway creating a bright line through the center of the room. Namjoon was sleeping on his computer chair, his head laid peacefully over the desk. Jungkook couldn't help but smile at the sight. The younger looked over at the nearby bed and grabbed the soft blanket on top  before draping it over the older's body. Jungkook was thankful that the Rapper was a heavy sleeper, as he also managed to slip a small pillow in between his face and the cold desk. Satisfied with his work, he carefully turned around and began walking towards the door.

"Jungkook...." The Vocalist's blood froze and his heart stopped in his chest "I'm...sorry"

He turned around towards the older very robotically, not sure his heart was ready to look the other in the eye just yet. Fortunately, he was saved from said distress as Namjoon was still asleep, unmoving form his spot. "He must be sleep talking.." thought Jungkook is relief.

"I'm really sorry, Jungkook...Please...Forgive me..." the Leader's heartbroken voice said groggily. His body turned to the other side in frustration, but remained asleep "Please..."

The Maknae sighed and walked over the the sleeping body of the older, and without any hesitation kissed him softly on the fore head before walking just outside of the door.

He looked back and smiled "It's alright, hyung.." he thought right before he saw the last sliver of light disappear from the room"I forgive you."

And with that he closed the door softly behind him and went off to go find his friends to tell them that everything was okay now...because he had finally, FINALLY let his heart win.

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