21.Live

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by poetic_misery

by poetic_misery

I've never been afraid of death.

I've in fact felt quite welcoming

towards it.

It's like a huge,

warm blanket.

You can wrap yourself in it

and forget about everything.

A blanket i always wanted.

But i don't think i want it anymore.

I don't think i want to forget everything.

I think i just want to live.

Live through the pain

and live through all of the crap going

on inside my head.

I'll live through it all.

I'll simply live.

And i know,

death is really no joke.

So hear me clearly when i say,

i really did want to die.