Melancholy with a side of Misery (#Wattys2016)

36.I closed the door

I never listened to what my friends said,

I knew they were right.

When they said that you're nothing,

and how unloyal you are.

I didn't want to hear it.

I never wanted to believe it.

But now i feel the hate,

the hate that spilled from their mouths.

I now know just how right they were.

You brag about how life is great,

and now you're on a date.

It's funny,

how i'm the only girl who cared.

You're blinded by all these girls,

trying to get your attention.

For how long?

A week,maybe two?

It never lasts,

come on...you know.

I kill the thoughts inside my head,

the ones which say that love may not be dead.

I'm going to go,

another way.

It hurts to think about the day we meet again.

But i can asure you,

the warm welcome you see inside your head..

don't make me laugh,i've got a clear image in my mind.

I won't spare you a glance.

You'll feel the coldness of my heart.

I will tell you from the start,

how meaningless you are in my life.

You'll get offended,i know.

You hoped you'd have some fun and come right back.

But the door is long closed.

And i threw out the fucking key.