Teenage Dirt-bag ~ Beau Brooks and Daniel Sahyounie Fanfic

Chapter Five~ Tears and heartbreak

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*Rebecca's point of view*

Finn.

Finn.

Finn.

My boyfriend, I've just cheated on my amazing boyfriend! What am I going to do? I need to tell him. I'm such a bitch. This is going to be the hardest thing I've ever had to do!

I couldn't sleep, the guilt just kept running through my head. It was now 3:00am which meant back home it was 6:00pm. I decided that ha needed to know, he deserved better, better than me. I turned on my iPhone that was sitting on my bed side table and face timed him. As it was connecting I was rehearsing what I was going to say... But nothing seemed good enough. I was just about to end call when he picked up... Well, no turning back now.

"Hey baby, why are you up so late?" He asked me

"Erm, I've had a lot on my mind, can't sleep" I simply answered

"Oh, well, you know I'd love to talk, but you have caught me at a bad time babe!"

"No, please, this is important, 2 minutes, that all I'm asking"

"Well... It's just I..."

He didn't get to finish his sentence because gabby walked past the camera

"Oh I didn't know you where hanging out, say hi to gabby for me" I told Finn

He didn't reply...

"Babe, when are you coming back to bed?"

Finn looked at me with sorrow in his eyes, my eyes started to water, I didn't want him to see me like this, so without another word I ended the call and cried... For about half an hour straight... I just cried. My boyfriend had cheated on me, with one of my best friends. But then a thought came into my head... Didn't I do the same? I had to know

To: Finn <3 xxx

How long?

From:Finn <3 xxx

Few months, sorry x

That broke my heart, they had been having an affair a long time before I left, my best friend. I needed to clear my head. I grabbed a jacket and just ran, I didn't know where to, and I didn't know for how long. I just needed to figure this all out, and find a resolution. After about an hour I got to a park, I was so tired, so I just sank to the floor in sobs.

*beau's point of view*

I couldn't think, nothing seemed good enough, I couldn't put into words what I felt for Rebecca, but somehow I had to. So I grabbed a jacket and headed to the park, for some reason I can always think clearer there. As I was approaching the bench we use for q&a videos, I heard sobs. I couldn't really pin point where it was coming from, so I walked round trying to get to who ever it was. It was pitch black so I couldn't really see, but I saw someone leant against the tree, as I got closer I realised it was rebecca, I started panicking so I ran up to her, and just held her in my arms, I didn't say anything, I just let her sob into my chest. When she had calmed down a bit I asked her what was wrong, that's when she told me everything. About her boyfriend, how she cheated on him, how she find out he had with her best friend, how she missed everything back home, and how she can't get her head round what happened last night. That's when I thought now was the best time to tell her how I felt.

"Listen rebecca, there is something I've been wanting to tell you for a while now, and if I don't tell you now, I don't think I ever will."

She sat up and looked into my eyes, letting me carry on with what I want to say, my hands began to sweat, and my heart beat was beating out of my chest.

"I like you, a lot, from the minute I saw you I knew you were special, no words can justify how I feel, everything you do just gives me butterflies, and I'd love to show you how much you mean to me, so, will you be my girlfriend?"

"..." Nothing, she said nothing. I knew I shouldn't have done this, I can't believe it.

*rebecca's point of view*

I'd just told beau everything, I don't know why, something about him just makes him so easy to talk to. But then it all went wrong, he told me how he felt about me.

"I like you, a lot, from the minute I saw you I knew you were special, no words can justify how I feel, everything you do just gives me butterflies, and I'd love to show you how much you mean to me, so, will you be my girlfriend?"

Wow, what do you say to that?

"No..." Was all I could say.

" I will admit, I do fancy you, and last night was great, but James is my brother and I can't do that to him, I'm not over Finn, I still haven't told him about what we done, and he broke my heart. I guess I'm just vulnerable right now, and I'm not ready to get back into another relationship, I just need time. I need to get my life back on track, there is a lot of things in my life that I regret, and I wouldn't want this to be one of them, I hope you understand where I'm coming from, and please, right now, I'm not committing to anything, I'm sorry beau."

*beau's point of view*

" I will admit, I do fancy you, and last night was great, but James is my brother and I can't do that to him, I'm not over Finn, I still haven't told him about what we done, and he broke my heart. I guess I'm just vulnerable right now, and I'm not ready to get back into another relationship, I just need time. I need to get my life back on track, there is a lot of things in my life that I regret, and I wouldn't want this to be one of them, I hope you understand where I'm coming from, and please, right now, I'm not committing to anything, I'm sorry beau."

Wow, that sent a dagger through my chest. She gave me hope, I understand where she came from, but it's hard to pour your heart out, to then be rejected.

"I understand, ill be here for you, ill wait forever for you, I won't give up on us Rebecca, but I do care for you, I don't want to be just friends, how about for now we can just be best buds?"

She smiled at me, and that was enough for me to realised I'd never stop waiting for this girl.

"I'd like that" was all she said before she engulfed me in a bone crushing hug, I hugger her back just as hard and kissed the top of her head. It was beginning to get light, so I walked her back to her house and told her I'd text her when I got home. Even though tonight didn't exactly go to plan, I still had a smile on my face, I think I love her... Wow, did I just say that?