11: Bright Lights

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*Jah Youth

I watched as she pouted with her arms crossed.

"Why you pouting baby girl?" I asked Janelle grabbing her hand, we were riding to the studio.

"Because you leaving for 4 months." She mumbled.

Today I was starting my tour with Twist and Mindless called #1 girl tour.

"I know but I gotta go." I said turning into the parking lot of the studio.

"I know." She looked out the window. I looked in the back to see Riaha pouting too. I don't wanna leave, but it's my time. "Guys." I called out but no one answered me.

They was really that upset. I parked next to the bus unbuckling my seat belt.

"I'ma go make sure everything straight.

"I said with my hand on the handle I still didn't get an answer from either one of them. Sighing I got out walking up to Twist and his team.

"Wassup boy! Whip clean." He pointed towards my ride

"Wassup. Know I had to do it one good time." I laughed

"Shid I feel you." He replied

"What time we leaving?" I asked

"As soon as Khalil get here." He replied looking at his diamond watch

"Iight." I nodded my head

"Who that?" He asked pointing towards my car again.

Janelle was leaned against the car door "My girl." I mumbled

"Someone in trouble." He laughed with his manager

"Y'all whack." I chuckled going over to her.

"What's wrong?" I asked standing in front of her

"What time you leave?" She asked

"When Khalil get here." I told her shrugging my shoulders.

"What time is that?" She asked

"Janelle I don't know. Now what's wrong?" I don't like when she do this to me.

"Nothing, just wanted to know when you left." She mumbled squeezing past me getting back into the car.

Before she closed her door I stopped it. "Janelle babe you gotta tell me what's wrong. I don't like when you shut me out." I mumbled to her bringing her face to me.

"Nothing. It's just that we've spent everyday together since the time I moved here up until now. It's just hard for me not to have you here." she said and for the first time today she let the tears fall. "I know J, I wanna be here too but in order for me to spoil you and Riaha and move us to a bigger place TOGETHER I gotta do this." I rubbed my thumb upon her cheek

"I know." she cried Janelle is normally a happy person and all smiles and giggles..but her mood today is taking a turn for the worst. We've been dating for a few weeks, and watching her chock up from me leaving is hurting me, but it's not like I can promise her that I'll never leave...because I have to.

"Promise me you'll stay strong and be a rapper's girlfriend"

I laughed Blessing me with her beautiful smile and dimples she nodded her head gracefully.

"Love you." I smiled kissing her lips

*Janelle

We never really gotten to the point to where we said we loved one another. Kissing my forehead after he kissed my lips Jah stared at me. I don't think he realized his actions.

"What?" he laugh still unaware

"Did you just say you love me?" I asked shyly.

A deep red rushed across his cheeks indicating that he was blushing.

"Yeah. I did. I mean I do....love you. I mean I have for a while I just didn't know. How to say it of course not that I didn't love you." he rambled on making me and Riaha bust out laughing.

"Jah...I love you too. No need to be nervous." I grabbed both sides of his face.

"Say it again." he smiled

"I love you." I blushed

"one more time." he mumbled

"I love you Jah Youth Lopez!" I yelled making all of us laugh.

"Y'all ugly!" Riaha giggled

"But you wanna be like is tho oh okay." I joked

"Better not be! Shid don't make me snatch one of these lil boys up." Jah replied seriously

"Good bye Jah." I laughed at him Whenever he has kids and it's a girl...she ain't gone be able to do nothing.

"I'm serious Janelle." he said in a warning tone

"Chile boo! Get on that bus." I waved him off

"Bye Riaha bye babe!" he kissed me before helping me out so that I could take his place in on the drivers side.

"Be safe." I mumbled one last time.

*Jah

"Aye Wassup Khalil!" I dapped him up as I loaded onto the bus.

"Wassup." he replied It felt great to finally do music. My biggest focus on the road is my music. It had to take a back seat while I took care of Riaha.

"That's your girl?" twist asked again "Yeah. My ride or die." I cheesed

"She bad tho." Twist dapped me up

"I know how to pick em" I laughed

"Face ahh!" They both said clowning me

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We were stopping for the first time in San Fran and I was too excited.

Janelle haven't called or texted me once this after noon.

Checking into our hotels we all were chilling.

I needed to take a nap for real for real.

"Aye wake me up when it's time for the show." I yelled to everyone

"Iight." Twist laughed

*Janelle

Riaha and I was driving to San Fran to surprise Jah for his first show.

I seen his tweet earlier announcing the first date which happens to he tonight.

"How long?!" Riaha complained

"Not that long." I laughed

"Twist just posted a pick of Jah on insta and twitter." Riaha read off her phone

"Let me see." I switched lanes

Showing me the picture.

He was shirtless with his face covered knocked out. Smiling slight to myself. My baby looked good.

Looking up I seen a truck coming our way. Swerving on the rode a bright light shined and that's all I remembered before everything went pitch dark.

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Author's Note: the picture she was looking at of Jah is in the side bar.

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